Last night Master and I watched more of that porno we had bought a couple of nights ago. (By the way, why do they put so much on one porn DVD? Seriously. No one gets through the whole thing in one sitting.)
He played with my tits for a while, and was actually pretty rough with them. More so that He has been lately. That of course got me going, and so I flipped over and put His dick in my mouth. I mean really, what other reaction would be expected in that situation? *laughs*
He ended up fucking my mouth, more than me sucking His dick. But hey, either way works. He was talking dirty almost the entire time. I was honestly pretty damn sure He was going to cum a few times, but just when I thought it was going to happen His will power kicked into over drive and He stopped it from happening.
So eventually after quite a while of this Master pulled my head off His cock and ordered me to the bedroom.
We played with one another a while longer and He had me be on top. Regardless whether He's on top, or I am, He's always in control. All He has to do is force me to be still, or grab my hips and pull me by them the way He wants.. etc.
It's great.
After He filled me, we got cleaned up and went back into the living room. I was already up past my bedtime and so Master allowed me to have half a cigarette and then I had to go to sleep. But He was nice and allowed me to sleep on the couch until He went to bed.
Today I have been feeling extremely docile. Still playful and happy, but docile.
We've had a relaxing evening at home. And after a very long day at work, it is really nice to be able to sit at home with my Master and just relax.
Master has been asking me what I want for Christmas for a while. And at first I told Him I just wanted leather gloves. But He basically said that was a cop out. And it was, cause I couldn't think of anything I wanted. But then I was in the bathroom, getting ready to hop into the bath and of course I saw my nipple piercings in the mirror. And then it hit me. I want new body jewelry!
The only problem is I don't want to get something too different as far as coloration goes because I want it to match my VCH piercing as well. Yes, I know. I'm weird. I want my body jewelry to match. So sue me.
I told Master about this and He seemed happy with my choice. He said I could price them out and get what I wanted. He also said that if the prices weren't too bad I could get a new curved barbell for my VCH as well, so that they'll all match color wise. Although I have decided I want circular barbells for my nipples. I don't want the straight barbells again. They look nice and everything, but I want something a little different. And I don't want the straight out hoops. So circular barbells it is!
I'm going to call the place I got the piercings done at originally and see what kind of prices they offer, and see if they have any that circular barbells that will match a curved barbell. That way I get as much information as possible before we make the drive out there. I'd hate to get out there and not be able to find something I want. That would suck. The reason why I want to go back there is because the shop is clean, and the people who work there are awesome. I don't just want to go to like Hot Topic or anything. You never know how good the quality is of the body jewelry. I mean yes, it says it on there.. but nine times out of ten the person selling it to you doesn't have a fucking clue.
And due to my nickel allergy, I don't wanna fuck around. I would hate to get an infection or something or have my body start to reject the piercings after all this time.
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Showing posts with label Body Modification. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Body Modification. Show all posts
December 27, 2010
September 22, 2010
Pain is the Name of the Game
First.. I'll get my nerdness out of the way. With the help from the forums on wordpress.com I was able to get all the colors replaced that I wanted replaced. I'm loving the new theme. At least in Firefox. In IE it has a couple of extra dots in the tables.. but not much to be done there. I think that's more of a glitch since the theme is so new rather than a coding issue since it looks fine in Firefox.
So yay! I'm happy. :-)
Now.. on to the pain. Maybe it's because the subject matter has been on my mind since 6:30 this morning, but I've had Godsmack's song "Love. Hate. Sex. Pain." stuck in my head all fucking day.
So here is the song, and then I'll move onto the post itself.
I enjoy certain kinds of pain. I don't like all pain, obviously. Like if I were to break my leg or something, I wouldn't cream myself. (Although if I did that'd be pretty damn twisted.)
So anyway, I like spanking... normally. If it's with His hand I usually like it unless He hits that same damn spot over, and over, and over again. By the way how the hell do Masters have such accurate aim?! What the hell is with that?
With His belt? Well. No. I don't like that. But apparently my pussy gets soaked every time He does it. Like Niagara Falls type soaked. It's like this weird self defense mechanism. "If you stop hitting me with the belt long enough to fuck me, Your dick will get wet like it's never been wet before!"
He's only ever hit my ass, legs, and pussy with the belt. (Although the pussy belt licks hurt like a mother fucker.) He's never hit my tits, my stomach, or my back. My back I think I might enjoy, if He didn't wallop the hell out of me. But the tits and stomach? No way. I would hate it and wish I were curled up in a ball somewhere after the first hit.
I love being bit. Sometimes it hurts like hell, and sometimes I can just ride the wave of it. The ebb and flow of the pain and just reach this really zen like state while getting riled up all at the same time.
But one of the most interesting sensations isn't really pain related. It's when my chin is basically to my chest and I'm kind of hunched over and He runs His teeth over the part of my spine right below my neck line, in between my shoulder blades. It's like electricity flowing through me in small shock waves. It always causes me to shiver.
But I also like the mixture of pleasure and pain. You know, be mean and inflict pain for a while, and then switch to a short lived gentle massage, and then back to the pain, and then back to the gentle massage... it just really fucks with my nerve endings until it's really hard to tell where one ends and the other begins, but in the most wonderful way.
I like my hair pulled, I love being tossed around. I don't really consider myself a pain slut. But I do love to be man handled. And sometimes pain comes with the territory. I like being moved roughly, pinned down, choked, tossed onto the bed, etc.
Master and I have experimenting with slapping in the face, and punching. Although the punching was never in the face, it was always the chest or the middle of the back in case it left bruises. But neither of us got into the punching all that much. It was interesting for a little while, but other than that we pretty much left it alone.
We haven't done the face slapping for a while. As long as it's not full force I like it. I'd rather it come in small quick slaps, rather than full on bitch slapping. Why we haven't done it in a while I don't quite remember. It was literally years ago that we last did it.
Also on the subject of pain that isn't necessarily sexually related, for me.. its tattoos and piercings. Oh yeah. The beloved subject of body modification.
I am currently holding at 11 tattoos and three piercings (not including my ears and not including the ones I let close up in the past). But today I got the thought in my head to get my septum pierced. I've thought about it before. Like a lot. But I've never done it. My nipples and VCH no problem. Done deal. But Master isn't 100% sure He's going to like how it looks. So... that's kind of in limbo.
I did check into it today though so when I brought it up again I'd have all the facts ready. I called the place that I got my last three piercings done at because I loved the experience and the jewelry is really nice. I've had no problems with those three, so the fourth shouldn't cause any either.
I got the price, their hours of operation, and how long it should take to heal. My job doesn't allow facial piercings, but since I could flip it up while at work, and just flip it back down (I want the half moon not a full ring) when I'm not at work.. it'd work out perfectly.
In my mind I think it would look hot as hell on me. And just the thought of me having it turned me on. Like, a lot. It's rather inexpensive to do as well, so bonus there. I have no idea how much it would hurt, but I don't think it'd be as bad as the nipples, but it will defiantly hurt more than the VCH. That didn't hurt at all. It was a pinch and it was over.
I want it, but if Master ends up not liking it and having me take it out.. well that'd just be a waste. I knew He'd like the nipple piercings. And I was 90% sure that He'd like the VCH. I'm 100% on the septum, but He's not. So I wait for His decision. That, and the available funds.
Part of me wishes He would have said yes, and we would have gone tonight. But I don't know if we could really afford it right this second. Why the sudden want? Well, it was the same way with my other three. I wanted them, the thought turned me on to no end, He agreed, and we went. We didn't really have the money then either, but I hardly ever spend money on myself so I didn't feel bad about it.
So yay! I'm happy. :-)
Now.. on to the pain. Maybe it's because the subject matter has been on my mind since 6:30 this morning, but I've had Godsmack's song "Love. Hate. Sex. Pain." stuck in my head all fucking day.
So here is the song, and then I'll move onto the post itself.
I enjoy certain kinds of pain. I don't like all pain, obviously. Like if I were to break my leg or something, I wouldn't cream myself. (Although if I did that'd be pretty damn twisted.)
So anyway, I like spanking... normally. If it's with His hand I usually like it unless He hits that same damn spot over, and over, and over again. By the way how the hell do Masters have such accurate aim?! What the hell is with that?
With His belt? Well. No. I don't like that. But apparently my pussy gets soaked every time He does it. Like Niagara Falls type soaked. It's like this weird self defense mechanism. "If you stop hitting me with the belt long enough to fuck me, Your dick will get wet like it's never been wet before!"
He's only ever hit my ass, legs, and pussy with the belt. (Although the pussy belt licks hurt like a mother fucker.) He's never hit my tits, my stomach, or my back. My back I think I might enjoy, if He didn't wallop the hell out of me. But the tits and stomach? No way. I would hate it and wish I were curled up in a ball somewhere after the first hit.
I love being bit. Sometimes it hurts like hell, and sometimes I can just ride the wave of it. The ebb and flow of the pain and just reach this really zen like state while getting riled up all at the same time.
But one of the most interesting sensations isn't really pain related. It's when my chin is basically to my chest and I'm kind of hunched over and He runs His teeth over the part of my spine right below my neck line, in between my shoulder blades. It's like electricity flowing through me in small shock waves. It always causes me to shiver.
But I also like the mixture of pleasure and pain. You know, be mean and inflict pain for a while, and then switch to a short lived gentle massage, and then back to the pain, and then back to the gentle massage... it just really fucks with my nerve endings until it's really hard to tell where one ends and the other begins, but in the most wonderful way.
I like my hair pulled, I love being tossed around. I don't really consider myself a pain slut. But I do love to be man handled. And sometimes pain comes with the territory. I like being moved roughly, pinned down, choked, tossed onto the bed, etc.
Master and I have experimenting with slapping in the face, and punching. Although the punching was never in the face, it was always the chest or the middle of the back in case it left bruises. But neither of us got into the punching all that much. It was interesting for a little while, but other than that we pretty much left it alone.
We haven't done the face slapping for a while. As long as it's not full force I like it. I'd rather it come in small quick slaps, rather than full on bitch slapping. Why we haven't done it in a while I don't quite remember. It was literally years ago that we last did it.
Also on the subject of pain that isn't necessarily sexually related, for me.. its tattoos and piercings. Oh yeah. The beloved subject of body modification.
I am currently holding at 11 tattoos and three piercings (not including my ears and not including the ones I let close up in the past). But today I got the thought in my head to get my septum pierced. I've thought about it before. Like a lot. But I've never done it. My nipples and VCH no problem. Done deal. But Master isn't 100% sure He's going to like how it looks. So... that's kind of in limbo.
I did check into it today though so when I brought it up again I'd have all the facts ready. I called the place that I got my last three piercings done at because I loved the experience and the jewelry is really nice. I've had no problems with those three, so the fourth shouldn't cause any either.
I got the price, their hours of operation, and how long it should take to heal. My job doesn't allow facial piercings, but since I could flip it up while at work, and just flip it back down (I want the half moon not a full ring) when I'm not at work.. it'd work out perfectly.
In my mind I think it would look hot as hell on me. And just the thought of me having it turned me on. Like, a lot. It's rather inexpensive to do as well, so bonus there. I have no idea how much it would hurt, but I don't think it'd be as bad as the nipples, but it will defiantly hurt more than the VCH. That didn't hurt at all. It was a pinch and it was over.
I want it, but if Master ends up not liking it and having me take it out.. well that'd just be a waste. I knew He'd like the nipple piercings. And I was 90% sure that He'd like the VCH. I'm 100% on the septum, but He's not. So I wait for His decision. That, and the available funds.
Part of me wishes He would have said yes, and we would have gone tonight. But I don't know if we could really afford it right this second. Why the sudden want? Well, it was the same way with my other three. I wanted them, the thought turned me on to no end, He agreed, and we went. We didn't really have the money then either, but I hardly ever spend money on myself so I didn't feel bad about it.
January 8, 2010
Half Day
Last night when it was around my usual bedtime during the work week Master wasn't tired. So I slept on my slave mat until He was ready to go to bed. I could have just gone to the bedroom, but I don't sleep well when He isn't near by. And apparently down the hall is just to far away.
It's a good thing I fell asleep though because when Master woke me up to let me know He was ready to go to bed, it was 1:30am. So I stumbled into the bedroom and we went to sleep.
I got up at 6:10 this morning. Master got up as well. My alarm woke Him up and then as I was getting out of bed I accidentally hit His knee. :-( He wasn't mad or anything, He was just up so He decided to stay awake.
It was nice to get to spend some time with Him before work though.
Speaking of work, the whole four hours I had to work today went by very quickly, which was nice.
Shortly after I got home Master and I decided we were hungry, so we went out to eat.
My tattoo is flaking like crazy, and it fucking itches. And yes, I know the trick of slapping it. But since it's on the back of my right shoulder, I can't do that very easily. The few times I did it stung like a mother fucker. So I'll just deal with the itching for now. Hopefully it'll be done soon.
It's only 8:00pm, which is nice. I'm kinda tired right now though. Tomorrow we are going down to visit my mom for a while. And next weekend we are visiting Master's mother. Thankfully both things are on a Saturday. I prefer staying home as much as I can on a Sunday, so I can just relax and be comfortable the day before I go back to work.
January 7, 2010
Ready For The Weekend
Well, I am officially ready for the weekend. Work was pretty easy today, but I've been sleeping like shit lately. So I'm not feeling the greatest. For the past two nights I have been waking up every hour or so. Now while I can roll over and just go back to sleep rather easily, it still sucks ass and is apparently effecting how I'm feeling.
Let's hope tonight I can sleep all the way through the night until my alarm goes off in the morning.
When I got up for work this morning I immediatley called the phone number that tells us if the office is open or not (weather related). Of course it was open. The carpool left about 20 minutes early, and it's a good thing we did. Although the snow wasn't that bad yet, people were just driving very slowly, and so we only got to work 10 minutes before we were supposed to clock in for the day.
But the point is we made it, and were on time! The office did close an hour and a half early however due to the weather. You would have thought we were throwing a party the way everyone cheered when the e-mail was sent out. I called Master to let Him know that I would be home earlier than usual. He sounded very happy about that.
Once I got home we relaxed for a little bit, and the weather seemed to have died down, so we decided to head down to my dad's for a bit. That is a 45 minute drive away.
We left earlier than we normally would have, because the snow kicked back up. The drive home was long, but Master got us home safely. We still hadn't had dinner, so we just now finished eating. It's almost 10pm and I still have to go take my bath! I normally go to bed around 11pm. I have to get up earlier than usual in the morning in case the weather is still bad.
We currently have between 10 to 12 inches accumulated, and weather.com says we should be getting another 1 to 4 over night. Oh the joys of winter.
Thankfully, if the office is open, I only have four hours of work to get through before I can start my weekend.
Our tattoos are still in the healing process. They are starting to flake a little bit, which is perfectly normal and actually a bit sooner than I thought they would. So that's awesome. With any luck just a few more days and it'll be fully healed, and I can lay on my back again!
Let's hope tonight I can sleep all the way through the night until my alarm goes off in the morning.
When I got up for work this morning I immediatley called the phone number that tells us if the office is open or not (weather related). Of course it was open. The carpool left about 20 minutes early, and it's a good thing we did. Although the snow wasn't that bad yet, people were just driving very slowly, and so we only got to work 10 minutes before we were supposed to clock in for the day.
But the point is we made it, and were on time! The office did close an hour and a half early however due to the weather. You would have thought we were throwing a party the way everyone cheered when the e-mail was sent out. I called Master to let Him know that I would be home earlier than usual. He sounded very happy about that.
Once I got home we relaxed for a little bit, and the weather seemed to have died down, so we decided to head down to my dad's for a bit. That is a 45 minute drive away.
We left earlier than we normally would have, because the snow kicked back up. The drive home was long, but Master got us home safely. We still hadn't had dinner, so we just now finished eating. It's almost 10pm and I still have to go take my bath! I normally go to bed around 11pm. I have to get up earlier than usual in the morning in case the weather is still bad.
We currently have between 10 to 12 inches accumulated, and weather.com says we should be getting another 1 to 4 over night. Oh the joys of winter.
Thankfully, if the office is open, I only have four hours of work to get through before I can start my weekend.
Our tattoos are still in the healing process. They are starting to flake a little bit, which is perfectly normal and actually a bit sooner than I thought they would. So that's awesome. With any luck just a few more days and it'll be fully healed, and I can lay on my back again!
January 6, 2010
It Can Be Spring Now
Work went well today. It was more laid back than usual for me, with the change in job responsibilities. I even got praise from my trainer! Which was awesome.
Ya see my coworker and I switched job duties, per my supervisor's instructions, so that I can learn more of the department. I've been doing the same thing for 9 months, and he felt it was time for me to learn the other aspects of my job title. Well my coworker today realized just how hectic my old responsibilities can be! But she was being lazy about it. Someone walked up to her and asked her for something. Well she didn't have it done and it needed to go out in oh.. five minutes. So she was trying to push it off till tomorrow, and the person who was asking for it was not having it. So I did her a favor by going and getting something she needed to complete the task. My trainer saw this and said, "Wow! A team player! That's what I like to see. You're doing a great job, by the way." So that made me smile.
According to weather.com we're supposed to get between 6 to 10 inches of snow tomorrow. Fun. So the driver of the carpool said that she'd probably be leaving her house about 20 minutes early, so that means I have to get up earlier than usual to make sure I'm ready by the time she gets here.
This also means that the drive home will probably take forever, which will suck.
So yeah. I'm sick of the snow already and I want it to be warmer. Not like hot or anything, just above 40 degrees would be good. Just a few more months of this crap.
I'm just kind of here today. I think it is partially due to the coming weather, as well as the fact that since I don't want to sit back all the way due to my new tattoo, my shoulders are not happy with me. The things I put up with to decorate my skin. *giggles*
Both of our tattoos are healing nicely though. Master's is looking kick ass! Mine I can't see really well because of the placement, but Master assures me that it rocks. *nods* He says it is, there for it must be true. Plus the man has great taste in tattoos.
My father-in-law told me that instead of taking the carpool to work maybe I should go buy skis and get to work cross country style. I told him if I did that Master would have to find me, chisel me off the ground, and then light a fire somewhere so I could thaw out.
Ya see my coworker and I switched job duties, per my supervisor's instructions, so that I can learn more of the department. I've been doing the same thing for 9 months, and he felt it was time for me to learn the other aspects of my job title. Well my coworker today realized just how hectic my old responsibilities can be! But she was being lazy about it. Someone walked up to her and asked her for something. Well she didn't have it done and it needed to go out in oh.. five minutes. So she was trying to push it off till tomorrow, and the person who was asking for it was not having it. So I did her a favor by going and getting something she needed to complete the task. My trainer saw this and said, "Wow! A team player! That's what I like to see. You're doing a great job, by the way." So that made me smile.
According to weather.com we're supposed to get between 6 to 10 inches of snow tomorrow. Fun. So the driver of the carpool said that she'd probably be leaving her house about 20 minutes early, so that means I have to get up earlier than usual to make sure I'm ready by the time she gets here.
This also means that the drive home will probably take forever, which will suck.
So yeah. I'm sick of the snow already and I want it to be warmer. Not like hot or anything, just above 40 degrees would be good. Just a few more months of this crap.
I'm just kind of here today. I think it is partially due to the coming weather, as well as the fact that since I don't want to sit back all the way due to my new tattoo, my shoulders are not happy with me. The things I put up with to decorate my skin. *giggles*
Both of our tattoos are healing nicely though. Master's is looking kick ass! Mine I can't see really well because of the placement, but Master assures me that it rocks. *nods* He says it is, there for it must be true. Plus the man has great taste in tattoos.
My father-in-law told me that instead of taking the carpool to work maybe I should go buy skis and get to work cross country style. I told him if I did that Master would have to find me, chisel me off the ground, and then light a fire somewhere so I could thaw out.
January 4, 2010
Body Modification
I have added a new category to my blog. *points to the ride hand side of the screen* It is called, you guessed it, Body Modification. Piercings and tattoos are body mods and since I am slightly *cough* obsessed with such, I thought it would be appropriate. I will be added the category to past posts that involve that particular subject as well.
So yeah. Last night ended amazingly, with hot slightly painful sex.
This morning it was back to work! But honestly it wasn't that bad. My morning was busy, but tolerable. My afternoon just kind of skated by. It was nice. The hardest part about work today was figuring out how to bend my arm in ways that it naturally shouldn't so that I could put lotion on my newest tattoo. Seriously, I am glad that my back is done for tattoos! Holy hell. It's not because of pain or anything like that, it's just so damn hard to take care of when you can't reach every part of it!
Thankfully a coworker of mine helped me a few times. The rest of the time I just did it myself the best that I could. And Master does it for me when I'm at home, because He loves me so much. :-D I'll be glad when the healing period is over with. I miss being able to sit back and rest against things. I also miss being able to lay on my back, for multiple reasons, although sex is among the top three. (Okay, so it's #1....)
I'm planning on one more tattoo, I just have to figure out exactly how I want it done. That'll bring me up to a nice even 12. After that it'll be touch ups I think.
So yeah. Today wasn't bad at all.
Then came the ride home. As I've said I'm in a carpool. And we always use one girl's car and the rest of us in the carpool pay her gas money. Well a couple of weeks ago, this girl brought her car in on a work day to be looked at. So I took myself and the other person in the carpool to work that day. As it turned out it was the head gasket on the car. So the car was junked.
So she has used her boyfriend's car since that point in time, because technically that is also her car and also he takes the bus everywhere anyway.
Well everything was going fine and then suddenly, on the way home, she can't turn the steering wheel. She pulls over and I called Master. He came to pick me up. When we got home we ate dinner and relaxed a bit. Then the girl called and said that this car now has to get fixed, and that her boyfriend will be taking it in.
So tomorrow I get to drive all three of us to work.
It's not a big deal really. It just means I have to get up earlier than usual so I have time to get ready for work and also warm up the car. I hope there isn't a lot of frost on the windshield! Gah. I hate scraping windshields. My arms aren't long enough to reach every single spot so then I have to sit inside the car and wait for the defroster to do it's job, which of course takes forever when it's freezing outside.
But hey. It's one day. I'm not trying to sound whiny or anything. I'm just a bit nervous about the drive tomorrow because people are utter assholes during morning rush hour.
So yeah. Last night ended amazingly, with hot slightly painful sex.
This morning it was back to work! But honestly it wasn't that bad. My morning was busy, but tolerable. My afternoon just kind of skated by. It was nice. The hardest part about work today was figuring out how to bend my arm in ways that it naturally shouldn't so that I could put lotion on my newest tattoo. Seriously, I am glad that my back is done for tattoos! Holy hell. It's not because of pain or anything like that, it's just so damn hard to take care of when you can't reach every part of it!
Thankfully a coworker of mine helped me a few times. The rest of the time I just did it myself the best that I could. And Master does it for me when I'm at home, because He loves me so much. :-D I'll be glad when the healing period is over with. I miss being able to sit back and rest against things. I also miss being able to lay on my back, for multiple reasons, although sex is among the top three. (Okay, so it's #1....)
I'm planning on one more tattoo, I just have to figure out exactly how I want it done. That'll bring me up to a nice even 12. After that it'll be touch ups I think.
So yeah. Today wasn't bad at all.
Then came the ride home. As I've said I'm in a carpool. And we always use one girl's car and the rest of us in the carpool pay her gas money. Well a couple of weeks ago, this girl brought her car in on a work day to be looked at. So I took myself and the other person in the carpool to work that day. As it turned out it was the head gasket on the car. So the car was junked.
So she has used her boyfriend's car since that point in time, because technically that is also her car and also he takes the bus everywhere anyway.
Well everything was going fine and then suddenly, on the way home, she can't turn the steering wheel. She pulls over and I called Master. He came to pick me up. When we got home we ate dinner and relaxed a bit. Then the girl called and said that this car now has to get fixed, and that her boyfriend will be taking it in.
So tomorrow I get to drive all three of us to work.
It's not a big deal really. It just means I have to get up earlier than usual so I have time to get ready for work and also warm up the car. I hope there isn't a lot of frost on the windshield! Gah. I hate scraping windshields. My arms aren't long enough to reach every single spot so then I have to sit inside the car and wait for the defroster to do it's job, which of course takes forever when it's freezing outside.
But hey. It's one day. I'm not trying to sound whiny or anything. I'm just a bit nervous about the drive tomorrow because people are utter assholes during morning rush hour.
January 2, 2010
The Addiction Has Been Fed
Before bed last night Master and I had been talking more and more about the ink we wanted. I have been wanting the Thunderbird done for over a year now on my right shoulder blade, and Master had decided that He wanted a tribal spider done on His left forearm.
Our friend SS had always wanted a dragonfly tattoo on the back of her neck as well.
So we hemmed and hawed about it and went to sleep.
This morning those thoughts just wouldn't get out of our head. So we looked at the finances. We still had most of our Christmas money left from family and friends. And we had been saving small bits of money away here and there. So we said we could get mine done at least.
So we called up SS and she said she would love to go and at least take a look.
So I called up the place where we had done my piercings. Well their tattoo artist works for a different shop and that we would have to make an appointment in about a week and a half. Um. Nah.
So I remembered that one of my coworkers had told me about a place that was very close to home, like within a 5 minute drive. She had been raving about them. So I called them up and shortly after SS showed up, we all headed over.
The shop was extremely clean and we liked the work we saw. So we decided to go for it.
SS went first. She got her dragonfly! I am so happy for her! She's been wanting that for over 10 years.
Then Master and I got ours priced out. We found out that we could afford them both! So we looked at one another and decided that it would be our early anniversary presents to one another.
Master's got started first. Shortly there after mine was started. I am stiff and sore because it was on my right shoulder blade and I had to be hunched over for about two hours.
But we are both so thrilled!
After we were all done we went to Walgreens and got the after care products. Then SS went home and so did we. SS had her cell phone with her at the time so she took pictures for us. They are located below, but we'll be posting new pics ones they are healed.
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Once we were home we ate a quick dinner and have been in awe of our ink ever since. Now for the part of tattoos that I hate. The healing process. I just get so worried about somehow fucking it up.
But I know it'll be fine. I am so happy right now.
Happy super early Anniversary Master, my love.
Our friend SS had always wanted a dragonfly tattoo on the back of her neck as well.
So we hemmed and hawed about it and went to sleep.
This morning those thoughts just wouldn't get out of our head. So we looked at the finances. We still had most of our Christmas money left from family and friends. And we had been saving small bits of money away here and there. So we said we could get mine done at least.
So we called up SS and she said she would love to go and at least take a look.
So I called up the place where we had done my piercings. Well their tattoo artist works for a different shop and that we would have to make an appointment in about a week and a half. Um. Nah.
So I remembered that one of my coworkers had told me about a place that was very close to home, like within a 5 minute drive. She had been raving about them. So I called them up and shortly after SS showed up, we all headed over.
The shop was extremely clean and we liked the work we saw. So we decided to go for it.
SS went first. She got her dragonfly! I am so happy for her! She's been wanting that for over 10 years.
Then Master and I got ours priced out. We found out that we could afford them both! So we looked at one another and decided that it would be our early anniversary presents to one another.
Master's got started first. Shortly there after mine was started. I am stiff and sore because it was on my right shoulder blade and I had to be hunched over for about two hours.
But we are both so thrilled!
After we were all done we went to Walgreens and got the after care products. Then SS went home and so did we. SS had her cell phone with her at the time so she took pictures for us. They are located below, but we'll be posting new pics ones they are healed.
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Once we were home we ate a quick dinner and have been in awe of our ink ever since. Now for the part of tattoos that I hate. The healing process. I just get so worried about somehow fucking it up.
But I know it'll be fine. I am so happy right now.
Happy super early Anniversary Master, my love.
January 1, 2010
Welcome to 2010
Well, it's officially 2010. That looks weird doesn't it? Then again when it turned 2000, that was very odd to look at as well. Now? It's perfectly normal.
Master and I had stayed up until about 1:30am last night (this morning?). When it struck midnight, His watch chimed it in and He told me to come get my kiss. We had been watching Miami Ink, so we weren't really paying attention to the time.
I knelt in front of Him and we kissed and hugged. We said "Happy New Year babe!" and "I love You!" and that was that. Nothing fancy, but I enjoyed it.
Today we just sat around the apartment. We went out to dinner, and that was it. But it's been a nice lazy day.
Tomorrow we are going to meet up with SS. There is talk of us going out to a tattoo parlor just to get prices and what not on what each of us want. SS has no ink yet, so this would be her first. But as Master pointed out, if we do go then we're going to want to get it done. So... who knows.
Aside from that we need to go get me some new socks and a couple of pairs of jeans. Now that my job is allowing them every day, I need some new ones.
Not a lot to talk about besides that. We didn't have sex last night, or at all this past week to be exact, because I've just been so wiped out by the time I get home.
Things have been relaxed here at home, and I appreciate it. Master has been making sure I laugh and smile, and that I have time to just kind of be still so I can unwind from the stresses at work. He's a great Husband and Master. I love Him.
Master and I had stayed up until about 1:30am last night (this morning?). When it struck midnight, His watch chimed it in and He told me to come get my kiss. We had been watching Miami Ink, so we weren't really paying attention to the time.
I knelt in front of Him and we kissed and hugged. We said "Happy New Year babe!" and "I love You!" and that was that. Nothing fancy, but I enjoyed it.
Today we just sat around the apartment. We went out to dinner, and that was it. But it's been a nice lazy day.
Tomorrow we are going to meet up with SS. There is talk of us going out to a tattoo parlor just to get prices and what not on what each of us want. SS has no ink yet, so this would be her first. But as Master pointed out, if we do go then we're going to want to get it done. So... who knows.
Aside from that we need to go get me some new socks and a couple of pairs of jeans. Now that my job is allowing them every day, I need some new ones.
Not a lot to talk about besides that. We didn't have sex last night, or at all this past week to be exact, because I've just been so wiped out by the time I get home.
Things have been relaxed here at home, and I appreciate it. Master has been making sure I laugh and smile, and that I have time to just kind of be still so I can unwind from the stresses at work. He's a great Husband and Master. I love Him.
December 30, 2009
Ink... I Want It!
I could go on about how rough work has been this past week, and how I'm sure tomorrow at work will be rough as well.
I could also go on about how tired and sore I have been. Or how I had the sinus headache from hell this morning.
But I don't want to.
I want to talk about tattoos and how much I miss getting inked!
We've been watching LA Ink, and now we have Miami Ink in queue on Netflix. And I miss it so much! I also talked about tattoos with my coworkers that are in my carpool. One of them has two tattoos, and the other has virgin skin but is interested in getting ink.
I miss sitting in the chair and feeling that familiar buzz gliding across my skin leaving it's mark. I miss the smell of the cleaning solution. I miss watching Master as He gets ink done and locking eyes with Him.
Romantic. Well, for us.
Master has a few pieces He wants to get done. And there are (at least) two more that I want done.
One of them I know exactly what I want. I have the picture saved to the computer. I just have to change the colors on it, that's all. The other one? I have an idea of what I want, but nothing concrete. So that one will have to wait.
It's been somewhere around 3 or 4 years since I've last had a tattoo gun touch my skin. *pouts* I'm hoping that will be remedied sooner rather than later.
And watching these shows are not helping at all! It makes me want to just go hog-wild and get all sorts of tattoos done. But, part of me knows (the responsible part of me) that I can't do that. I have a full time job that I know for a fact would frown upon my having tattoos all over the place. And unfortunately, you can't always live life the way that you want because you have to be responsible. For instance I would love to get my eyebrow pierced, but my job has a "no piercings that are visible" policy.
Now I could get it done and have plastic put in, but I don't know if I want to do that or not. I'd have to talk to HR about it to see if that would be acceptable. Then once it's healed I could put different ones in on the weekends and what not.
When I first met Master I had my eyebrow pierced. He didn't really like it at first, but it grew on Him. I took it out and let it close up because I got a regular job. Now I miss it.
Getting my nipples and VCH done kind have made that longing all the more apparent.
I could also go on about how tired and sore I have been. Or how I had the sinus headache from hell this morning.
But I don't want to.
I want to talk about tattoos and how much I miss getting inked!
We've been watching LA Ink, and now we have Miami Ink in queue on Netflix. And I miss it so much! I also talked about tattoos with my coworkers that are in my carpool. One of them has two tattoos, and the other has virgin skin but is interested in getting ink.
I miss sitting in the chair and feeling that familiar buzz gliding across my skin leaving it's mark. I miss the smell of the cleaning solution. I miss watching Master as He gets ink done and locking eyes with Him.
Romantic. Well, for us.
Master has a few pieces He wants to get done. And there are (at least) two more that I want done.
One of them I know exactly what I want. I have the picture saved to the computer. I just have to change the colors on it, that's all. The other one? I have an idea of what I want, but nothing concrete. So that one will have to wait.
It's been somewhere around 3 or 4 years since I've last had a tattoo gun touch my skin. *pouts* I'm hoping that will be remedied sooner rather than later.
And watching these shows are not helping at all! It makes me want to just go hog-wild and get all sorts of tattoos done. But, part of me knows (the responsible part of me) that I can't do that. I have a full time job that I know for a fact would frown upon my having tattoos all over the place. And unfortunately, you can't always live life the way that you want because you have to be responsible. For instance I would love to get my eyebrow pierced, but my job has a "no piercings that are visible" policy.
Now I could get it done and have plastic put in, but I don't know if I want to do that or not. I'd have to talk to HR about it to see if that would be acceptable. Then once it's healed I could put different ones in on the weekends and what not.
When I first met Master I had my eyebrow pierced. He didn't really like it at first, but it grew on Him. I took it out and let it close up because I got a regular job. Now I miss it.
Getting my nipples and VCH done kind have made that longing all the more apparent.
September 24, 2009
Okay It's Fall, But Not Really
Okay, so yeah. The first day of fall was on Tuesday. It is now Thursday, and it doesn't really feel like fall, yet. It's muggy as hell. The weather man promised rain and storms, but didn't really deliver. It must be the best job in the world. You get paid to be wrong 95% of the time. Rock on.
Master had insomnia last night, so He stayed up while I curled up and went to sleep. BC picked me up and took me to work. We talked about his upcoming trip with his girlfriend. They are leaving tomorrow to go up north and celebrate his birthday. He's turning 33 on Monday. Lucky him, he gets to go to doctor appointments on his birthday to get lab test results. Joy for him. Poor guy.
Work was slow and was going pretty good until almost the end of the day. Then our supervisor got a bug up his ass because someone complained that they hadn't received something by a certain point in time. Um, dude. Seriously, everything is caught up. We have no idea what the hell this person's problem is. But I found that rude. Instead of coming to myself or my coworker and asking, "Do you guys have this?" they went straight to the supervisor, who ever it was.
So my coworker and I weren't the happiest people in the world right then. But whatever. Someone had a bug up their ass, and so in turn but a bug up my supervisor's ass. You know, sharing is caring and all that happy horse shit.
Master picked me up from work. I have the next four days off. Rock on. And I'm going to get some overtime in on Tuesday. That is, if there is work to do. BC has to be to work by 6am that day, so I asked if I could still carpool with him so I could hopefully get another hour or two of work in. He said that wasn't a problem.
Master and I had dinner and watched a comedy special on Netflix. Now Master is kicking butt in His video game. The one He is currently playing is called "Viking: The Battle For Asgard". He seems to like it.
We don't really have any concrete plans for the next four days, but I don't care because I get to sleep in! Yay!
I feel.... sleepy. But I'm not really tired. Also my right nipple piercing hurts right now. It seems that wearing a sports bra is not a good idea while having nipple piercings. It pushed my piercing into my nipple and I accidentally banged it on a corner of a cubicle wall. Yeah, I'm graceful. So now it's sore. :-(
I have been putting wound wash in it just to try and make sure it doesn't get infected somehow. Other than that, I'm just being very careful. It doesn't feel like I tore anything. It basically feels that due to the piercing being mashed into my skin, it has rubbed some skin away. I think it a couple of days it'll be just fine. It's not inflamed or anything. Just sore.
Master had insomnia last night, so He stayed up while I curled up and went to sleep. BC picked me up and took me to work. We talked about his upcoming trip with his girlfriend. They are leaving tomorrow to go up north and celebrate his birthday. He's turning 33 on Monday. Lucky him, he gets to go to doctor appointments on his birthday to get lab test results. Joy for him. Poor guy.
Work was slow and was going pretty good until almost the end of the day. Then our supervisor got a bug up his ass because someone complained that they hadn't received something by a certain point in time. Um, dude. Seriously, everything is caught up. We have no idea what the hell this person's problem is. But I found that rude. Instead of coming to myself or my coworker and asking, "Do you guys have this?" they went straight to the supervisor, who ever it was.
So my coworker and I weren't the happiest people in the world right then. But whatever. Someone had a bug up their ass, and so in turn but a bug up my supervisor's ass. You know, sharing is caring and all that happy horse shit.
Master picked me up from work. I have the next four days off. Rock on. And I'm going to get some overtime in on Tuesday. That is, if there is work to do. BC has to be to work by 6am that day, so I asked if I could still carpool with him so I could hopefully get another hour or two of work in. He said that wasn't a problem.
Master and I had dinner and watched a comedy special on Netflix. Now Master is kicking butt in His video game. The one He is currently playing is called "Viking: The Battle For Asgard". He seems to like it.
We don't really have any concrete plans for the next four days, but I don't care because I get to sleep in! Yay!
I feel.... sleepy. But I'm not really tired. Also my right nipple piercing hurts right now. It seems that wearing a sports bra is not a good idea while having nipple piercings. It pushed my piercing into my nipple and I accidentally banged it on a corner of a cubicle wall. Yeah, I'm graceful. So now it's sore. :-(
I have been putting wound wash in it just to try and make sure it doesn't get infected somehow. Other than that, I'm just being very careful. It doesn't feel like I tore anything. It basically feels that due to the piercing being mashed into my skin, it has rubbed some skin away. I think it a couple of days it'll be just fine. It's not inflamed or anything. Just sore.
August 31, 2009
Piercings Update
In a comment, Hawkeye had asked me how I feel about my piercings, now that they are almost fully healed.
Well, lets start with the VCH piercing shall we, as that is fully healed and has been for some time. I do have to say that it is a lot of fun. It makes me more sensitive. Not like "Oh my gods don't touch me!" sensitive.. it just adds a bit of oomph to it I guess. Sometimes it gets a little sore if it is rubbed frequently, and roughly for an extended period of time, depending on our position(s) during sex. But it's really no different then my clit getting sore due to the same things. So I can't really think of a down side to this piercing. I love it. I'm not really sure what other kind of jewelry I'd want to put there besides the banana barbell. I do not want a hoop there. I'd be to afraid of it getting caught on something.
So while it was an idea that pretty much came out of the blue, I'm very glad that Master allowed me to get it. It's easy to care for, and I love the look of it, not to mention the extra sensations I receive because of it.
On to the nipple piercings..
I've had both of my nipples pierced before. But the piercer had used inferior jewelry and had pierced them to high on my nipple, so my body had started to reject them.
These aren't really new to me, in that aspect. But I do love that they make my nipples more sensitive. My nipples have always been pretty sensitive, so the added sensations from the piercings can be a bit much from time to time. This has more to do with temperature then anything else. For instance, at work we had the central air on pretty high one day, and of course, when a girl gets cold her nipples get hard. Well it seemed like the cold went into the jewelry and sort of radiated through my nipple and breast that way. It was a very odd sensation, and hurt a little bit. I'll have to remember that for the winter months. But then again the nipple piercings are not fully healed. They are healed enough to not cause me any problems, but it will be a while before they have "toughened up" so to speak.
The only down side really to the nipple piercings is that when I wear a mesh outfit, they sometimes get stuck in the holes of the outfit. That part sucks, because when I'm trying to take it off, or move it, it will snag and hurt. It doesn't hurt a lot, but enough to get my attention. Not to mention the fact the thought of ripping out the piercings scares the hell out of me. *OWIE!* So I am more careful when it comes to things like that.
Master had mentioned the other day that He sometimes misses my eyebrow piercing. I was honestly surprised by that because when we were first dating He didn't like it. Apparently it grew on Him. I had to take it out because of a job I got and instead of putting it in when I wasn't at work, I just left it out and it has healed over.
He asked me if I am allowed to have facial piercings at my current job. I said I wasn't sure because while I have seen some girls with nose piercings, and even a few lip piercings, they either have very small delicate jewelry in them or they have the clear jewelry in.
I'm not sure who to ask at my job, without getting a really weird look. I wouldn't mind having my eyebrow pierced again. It would be my left eyebrow, like the last time... at least that is the one I would like to have done. I really did love that piercing. If they do allow it I wonder if Master would like me to get it done again, once we have the money to do so.
I think part of my current obsession with the piercings is due to the fact that I can't afford the tattoos I want currently. So the piercings are like a quick fix to my body modification addiction. Not that I don't enjoy the piercings, because I do... but I favor tattoos over piercings. If you gave me the decision between the two, getting a tattoo would win hands down.
Well, lets start with the VCH piercing shall we, as that is fully healed and has been for some time. I do have to say that it is a lot of fun. It makes me more sensitive. Not like "Oh my gods don't touch me!" sensitive.. it just adds a bit of oomph to it I guess. Sometimes it gets a little sore if it is rubbed frequently, and roughly for an extended period of time, depending on our position(s) during sex. But it's really no different then my clit getting sore due to the same things. So I can't really think of a down side to this piercing. I love it. I'm not really sure what other kind of jewelry I'd want to put there besides the banana barbell. I do not want a hoop there. I'd be to afraid of it getting caught on something.
So while it was an idea that pretty much came out of the blue, I'm very glad that Master allowed me to get it. It's easy to care for, and I love the look of it, not to mention the extra sensations I receive because of it.
On to the nipple piercings..
I've had both of my nipples pierced before. But the piercer had used inferior jewelry and had pierced them to high on my nipple, so my body had started to reject them.
These aren't really new to me, in that aspect. But I do love that they make my nipples more sensitive. My nipples have always been pretty sensitive, so the added sensations from the piercings can be a bit much from time to time. This has more to do with temperature then anything else. For instance, at work we had the central air on pretty high one day, and of course, when a girl gets cold her nipples get hard. Well it seemed like the cold went into the jewelry and sort of radiated through my nipple and breast that way. It was a very odd sensation, and hurt a little bit. I'll have to remember that for the winter months. But then again the nipple piercings are not fully healed. They are healed enough to not cause me any problems, but it will be a while before they have "toughened up" so to speak.
The only down side really to the nipple piercings is that when I wear a mesh outfit, they sometimes get stuck in the holes of the outfit. That part sucks, because when I'm trying to take it off, or move it, it will snag and hurt. It doesn't hurt a lot, but enough to get my attention. Not to mention the fact the thought of ripping out the piercings scares the hell out of me. *OWIE!* So I am more careful when it comes to things like that.
Master had mentioned the other day that He sometimes misses my eyebrow piercing. I was honestly surprised by that because when we were first dating He didn't like it. Apparently it grew on Him. I had to take it out because of a job I got and instead of putting it in when I wasn't at work, I just left it out and it has healed over.
He asked me if I am allowed to have facial piercings at my current job. I said I wasn't sure because while I have seen some girls with nose piercings, and even a few lip piercings, they either have very small delicate jewelry in them or they have the clear jewelry in.
I'm not sure who to ask at my job, without getting a really weird look. I wouldn't mind having my eyebrow pierced again. It would be my left eyebrow, like the last time... at least that is the one I would like to have done. I really did love that piercing. If they do allow it I wonder if Master would like me to get it done again, once we have the money to do so.
I think part of my current obsession with the piercings is due to the fact that I can't afford the tattoos I want currently. So the piercings are like a quick fix to my body modification addiction. Not that I don't enjoy the piercings, because I do... but I favor tattoos over piercings. If you gave me the decision between the two, getting a tattoo would win hands down.
May 30, 2009
Rest and Relaxation
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May 23, 2009
Day 1 Of 3
I'm being super lazy with this blog post title, but I'm okay with that. It's a three day weekend, I'm allowed. So there, and such.
Today is the first full day of the three day weekend, and it was great.
We got up around 10am. Ya know, sleeping in used to mean until about noon or so. What the hell ever happened to that? Oh well, we slept past 6:30am, so we can't really bitch.
We relaxed in the living room for a while and Master asked me what I wanted to do today. I said I didn't know. So we just sat around and chilled, and Master got a blowjob.
Then He started talking about how He wanted to see the new Terminator movie, which we'll probably see tomorrow. From that bit of conversation we started looking at the DVDs that were taking over the bottom shelf of our entertainment center. (Gods I can't wait to replace that thing.) So Master and I sat on the floor and started digging through them. Master would hold up a DVD and we would both vote one of three ways: Keep, Sell, or Toss. Why the toss pile? Well some movies were ones we had bought "previously viewed" so we know we wouldn't get squat for them. Surprisingly we voted the same way damn near every time.
We ended up with quite a few movies in the Sell pile. We got dressed and headed out. We stopped at the gas station, and then went out to the store where we sell cds, books and movies once we're sick of them. It's a lot easier than a garage sale. We walked around the store looking at things while we waited for their offer. Amazingly enough we didn't buy anything! I was shocked.
So we took our money and went home. We watched a bunch of South Park episodes on Netflix and ate dinner.
I had a pressure headache, and it just would not go away, so I took my shower a bit earlier than I normally do. But I feel so much better now.
And of course, after my shower I did my piercing aftercare routine. Hey, it's a process damnit. I get myself all set up and then do my sea salt soaks. Once the sea salt soaks are done I get rid of any little crusties on the jewelry with a q-tip. After that is done, I do the saline solution and then pay myself dry.
Although honestly, I have barely had any crusties on the jewelry what so ever. I'm shocked by this. I also hope I didn't just jinx myself. *knocks on wood* It's officially a week since I first got them done. And I am so happy Master had me do all three at once. This rocks. I love them. And now, I'm not jonesing for a tattoo as badly. I guess I was just anxious for some kind of body mod. And I got three. :-D
Today is the first full day of the three day weekend, and it was great.
We got up around 10am. Ya know, sleeping in used to mean until about noon or so. What the hell ever happened to that? Oh well, we slept past 6:30am, so we can't really bitch.
We relaxed in the living room for a while and Master asked me what I wanted to do today. I said I didn't know. So we just sat around and chilled, and Master got a blowjob.
Then He started talking about how He wanted to see the new Terminator movie, which we'll probably see tomorrow. From that bit of conversation we started looking at the DVDs that were taking over the bottom shelf of our entertainment center. (Gods I can't wait to replace that thing.) So Master and I sat on the floor and started digging through them. Master would hold up a DVD and we would both vote one of three ways: Keep, Sell, or Toss. Why the toss pile? Well some movies were ones we had bought "previously viewed" so we know we wouldn't get squat for them. Surprisingly we voted the same way damn near every time.
We ended up with quite a few movies in the Sell pile. We got dressed and headed out. We stopped at the gas station, and then went out to the store where we sell cds, books and movies once we're sick of them. It's a lot easier than a garage sale. We walked around the store looking at things while we waited for their offer. Amazingly enough we didn't buy anything! I was shocked.
So we took our money and went home. We watched a bunch of South Park episodes on Netflix and ate dinner.
I had a pressure headache, and it just would not go away, so I took my shower a bit earlier than I normally do. But I feel so much better now.
And of course, after my shower I did my piercing aftercare routine. Hey, it's a process damnit. I get myself all set up and then do my sea salt soaks. Once the sea salt soaks are done I get rid of any little crusties on the jewelry with a q-tip. After that is done, I do the saline solution and then pay myself dry.
Although honestly, I have barely had any crusties on the jewelry what so ever. I'm shocked by this. I also hope I didn't just jinx myself. *knocks on wood* It's officially a week since I first got them done. And I am so happy Master had me do all three at once. This rocks. I love them. And now, I'm not jonesing for a tattoo as badly. I guess I was just anxious for some kind of body mod. And I got three. :-D
May 17, 2009
Nice & Slow
Today is going by slowly. I'm thankful for that, since it's the last day of the weekend.
Master and I got up around 8am. That is really early in the morning on a Sunday, at least to us. But we stayed up and have taken advantage of getting up so early. While Master was taking His shower, I ran out to the grocery store and picked up some sea salt (for the piercings.. it's the one thing I forgot to buy yesterday for my "piercing aftercare kit") and cookies, because I promised Master cookies.
When I got home we cleaned the rabbit cages, I did His laundry, and we watched a movie.
I talked to my mom for a while. And then my mother-in-law's boyfriend called to remind Master what time they needed to be at work tomorrow. And also, to change our plans with them. You see, we were going to go over to their place this upcoming Sunday, to have dinner and meet his daughter. Well, as usual, something changed and they decided to just switch it to Memorial Day itself.
This sucks, because I had already made plans with my mother. But, because I don't want to shove everyone in on one day, and also because we haven't seen Master's mother in about a month and a half and I don't wanna hear it (from His mother, not Master).. we're going.
So I'm going to talk to my mother and try to change my plans with her to this upcoming Saturday or Sunday. Yes, we could go to my mother-in-law's and then my mom's.. but if we do that, once we get to my mom's Master won't want to stay long cause He'll be annoyed by His mother.. and we already cut our last visit short. So fuck it, I'll just switch the days.
We watched another movie after my shower.
Once my shower was done, I did my sea salt soak and then cleaned the piercings with saline solution.
Oddly enough, they don't hurt at all. I mean they are a little tender to the touch, but other than that I feel great. Last night I slept in a bra and a thong, just so the jewelry wouldn't some how get snagged by sheets or blankets. We roll around a lot in our sleep. So I'll do that for the majority of the healing process.
But what is a little change in our routines for now? As long as I take care of them, and there are no complications, I'll always have the piercings. So rock on.
I've actually already started looking into other jewelry for the piercings, for when I can change them out. I know that is a ways off, but still. I'm obsessive like that.
At one point today, I was kneeling at Master's feet and He traced His finger in between my tits, and said, "I'm not making any promises, but if you keep up your good behavior soon you'll have a collar and cuff to match your piercings." *beams*
I'm still not trying to guess what "soon" means. Soon could mean next week, in a month, in a few months, etc.. So I'm going to focus on Him and doing what I'm told, not on my collar and cuffs.
I think this is a good lesson. Focus on the relationship itself, with the dynamic that we have, not the symbols that represent it.
Master and I got up around 8am. That is really early in the morning on a Sunday, at least to us. But we stayed up and have taken advantage of getting up so early. While Master was taking His shower, I ran out to the grocery store and picked up some sea salt (for the piercings.. it's the one thing I forgot to buy yesterday for my "piercing aftercare kit") and cookies, because I promised Master cookies.
When I got home we cleaned the rabbit cages, I did His laundry, and we watched a movie.
I talked to my mom for a while. And then my mother-in-law's boyfriend called to remind Master what time they needed to be at work tomorrow. And also, to change our plans with them. You see, we were going to go over to their place this upcoming Sunday, to have dinner and meet his daughter. Well, as usual, something changed and they decided to just switch it to Memorial Day itself.
This sucks, because I had already made plans with my mother. But, because I don't want to shove everyone in on one day, and also because we haven't seen Master's mother in about a month and a half and I don't wanna hear it (from His mother, not Master).. we're going.
So I'm going to talk to my mother and try to change my plans with her to this upcoming Saturday or Sunday. Yes, we could go to my mother-in-law's and then my mom's.. but if we do that, once we get to my mom's Master won't want to stay long cause He'll be annoyed by His mother.. and we already cut our last visit short. So fuck it, I'll just switch the days.
We watched another movie after my shower.
Once my shower was done, I did my sea salt soak and then cleaned the piercings with saline solution.
Oddly enough, they don't hurt at all. I mean they are a little tender to the touch, but other than that I feel great. Last night I slept in a bra and a thong, just so the jewelry wouldn't some how get snagged by sheets or blankets. We roll around a lot in our sleep. So I'll do that for the majority of the healing process.
But what is a little change in our routines for now? As long as I take care of them, and there are no complications, I'll always have the piercings. So rock on.
I've actually already started looking into other jewelry for the piercings, for when I can change them out. I know that is a ways off, but still. I'm obsessive like that.
At one point today, I was kneeling at Master's feet and He traced His finger in between my tits, and said, "I'm not making any promises, but if you keep up your good behavior soon you'll have a collar and cuff to match your piercings." *beams*
I'm still not trying to guess what "soon" means. Soon could mean next week, in a month, in a few months, etc.. So I'm going to focus on Him and doing what I'm told, not on my collar and cuffs.
I think this is a good lesson. Focus on the relationship itself, with the dynamic that we have, not the symbols that represent it.
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May 16, 2009
I'm Shiny!
Master woke me up around 10am so He could fuck me. It was somewhat of a quickie, but damn was it good.
Then we went into the living room and woke up a little bit. I then took a bath and after that, Master took His shower. After that we got ready and headed out the door.
I decided to wear a tank top and a skirt, just so it would be easier. We stopped at the gas station and then realized I had forgotten the directions. So we swung back to the apartment, I ran in and got them and then we were on our way.
The piercing parlor was pretty easy to find. There was about a half hour wait, so Master went and sat in the car while I stayed put. He told me to call Him when I was ready to get stabbed.
So I waited, and then when it was my turn I called Him on His cell, and He said to just go ahead and get it done and then come out to the car. I was a bit shocked by this because this entire time He was saying how He wanted to be in the room with me. And He's always been in the room when I've gotten tattoos or piercings before.
So I go into the room and the piercer asks if it would be okay to do the nipples first. I said sure, that wasn't a problem. So I hop onto the chair/bed thing and pull my tank top down.
She cleans my right nipple first, and then puts a dot on each side. She has me make sure it looks straight, and then has me lay back. She takes the clip (that's what I call it, the thing to make sure everything lines up and that it doesn't move) and puts it on me, then has me take a deep breath, a quick stab of pain and the needle is all the way through. She then puts the barbell through and asks if I'm okay. I tell her I'm fine and thank her for asking.
She moves to the left side and repeats the same process. As far as pain goes, it was basically like Master biting my nipple with His K-9s really hard. It really wasn't that bad.
She then puts gauze over my nipples in case I bleed at all, and I pull my tank top back on. We now move on to the VCH.
I hop off the table, and take my thong off. She puts something down on the chair/bed and I hop back up. She has me lay down and I spread my legs. She cleans the area and puts the dot there. I told her that I would trust her judgment on this one. She smiled at me, and said she was sure it was going to look beautiful.
She takes the receiving tube and puts it into place, that felt really weird. Then before she grabs the needle she said, "Whatever you do, don't close your legs." I almost giggled at that.
So I promised my legs would stay open. She took the needle, told me to inhale, and shoves. I arched my back just a little bit, but not because it hurt. It was more of a "WTF" sensation. Once she's done I sit up and take a look. Awesome!
I hop off the table, and she starts cleaning the workstation. I grab my purse and give her a nice tip, because she did a rocking job. I put my thong back on, grab the after care instructions, and thanked her.
I got to the car and Master asked how I was. I told Him I was hungry, so we went out to dinner. After that we went to Walgreens and I picked up the things I would need for cleaning the piercings. When we got home, I took off my tank top, and then the gauze. Master's first words were, "That's hot." *giggles*
Then I took off my skirt and thong. Master said, "I can't see it!"
So I walked up to Him and spread my pussy lips a little. He licked His lips, so I'm taking that as a "Damn that looks good."
So, it was a great experience and I'm really glad I got it done.
The jewelry is the surgical stainless steel, implant grade. So I shouldn't have any problems with them at all.
CarrieAnn already asked for pics, so maybe Master will do them tonight or tomorrow. :-D
Then we went into the living room and woke up a little bit. I then took a bath and after that, Master took His shower. After that we got ready and headed out the door.
I decided to wear a tank top and a skirt, just so it would be easier. We stopped at the gas station and then realized I had forgotten the directions. So we swung back to the apartment, I ran in and got them and then we were on our way.
The piercing parlor was pretty easy to find. There was about a half hour wait, so Master went and sat in the car while I stayed put. He told me to call Him when I was ready to get stabbed.
So I waited, and then when it was my turn I called Him on His cell, and He said to just go ahead and get it done and then come out to the car. I was a bit shocked by this because this entire time He was saying how He wanted to be in the room with me. And He's always been in the room when I've gotten tattoos or piercings before.
So I go into the room and the piercer asks if it would be okay to do the nipples first. I said sure, that wasn't a problem. So I hop onto the chair/bed thing and pull my tank top down.
She cleans my right nipple first, and then puts a dot on each side. She has me make sure it looks straight, and then has me lay back. She takes the clip (that's what I call it, the thing to make sure everything lines up and that it doesn't move) and puts it on me, then has me take a deep breath, a quick stab of pain and the needle is all the way through. She then puts the barbell through and asks if I'm okay. I tell her I'm fine and thank her for asking.
She moves to the left side and repeats the same process. As far as pain goes, it was basically like Master biting my nipple with His K-9s really hard. It really wasn't that bad.
She then puts gauze over my nipples in case I bleed at all, and I pull my tank top back on. We now move on to the VCH.
I hop off the table, and take my thong off. She puts something down on the chair/bed and I hop back up. She has me lay down and I spread my legs. She cleans the area and puts the dot there. I told her that I would trust her judgment on this one. She smiled at me, and said she was sure it was going to look beautiful.
She takes the receiving tube and puts it into place, that felt really weird. Then before she grabs the needle she said, "Whatever you do, don't close your legs." I almost giggled at that.
So I promised my legs would stay open. She took the needle, told me to inhale, and shoves. I arched my back just a little bit, but not because it hurt. It was more of a "WTF" sensation. Once she's done I sit up and take a look. Awesome!
I hop off the table, and she starts cleaning the workstation. I grab my purse and give her a nice tip, because she did a rocking job. I put my thong back on, grab the after care instructions, and thanked her.
I got to the car and Master asked how I was. I told Him I was hungry, so we went out to dinner. After that we went to Walgreens and I picked up the things I would need for cleaning the piercings. When we got home, I took off my tank top, and then the gauze. Master's first words were, "That's hot." *giggles*
Then I took off my skirt and thong. Master said, "I can't see it!"
So I walked up to Him and spread my pussy lips a little. He licked His lips, so I'm taking that as a "Damn that looks good."
So, it was a great experience and I'm really glad I got it done.
The jewelry is the surgical stainless steel, implant grade. So I shouldn't have any problems with them at all.
CarrieAnn already asked for pics, so maybe Master will do them tonight or tomorrow. :-D
May 13, 2009
Master is Indestructible
Master had to go into work at 6am today. I got up shortly after He left and got ready for work as well.
Work today was a little hectic at first. The applications that I use went down not once, but twice this morning. And the 2nd time it happened it was down for a little over an hour, which mean I had fuck all to do. Oh well. I caught up. No biggie.
However, apparently Master is indestructible. He works with huge hoses and heavy machienery at work. Today, Master and two coworkers of His went out to a job site. While they were pulling hose from one place to another, the end of the hose, which has a metal cuff on it, bitchslapped Master. Right in the face!
Actually it hit the bridge of His nose and slid down. I guess He was just pouring blood out of His nose for a while. Everyone thought He had broke His nose. But nope. Not Master. He's never broken a bone or any cartiledge. (Which is amazing given some of His jobs, car accidents, and various shit He's been through.) In fact they told Him to go sit down for a while. He did. For about 5 minutes, and then He went right back to work. He's crazy, ya know.
He called me to tell me what had happened and to let me know He's okay. I asked if He was going home or staying at work. He said He was going to stay at work because He felt fine. I went into like ulta protective/worried mode and started asking if He was dizzy, what color the blood was, if He thought He needed to see a doctor, etc.
He reassured me that He was fine.
So today when He picked me up from work, He had already been able to take a quick shower, so He had cleaned Himself up.. and it doesn't really look that bad. He's missing some skin on His nose, and then just between His eyes He's missing a few layers of skin.. but other than that He's a-okay.
It's getting closer to the weekend. And Friday we get paid. Hopefully, after bills and what not we'll have enough left over to be able to go ahead and get those piercings done on Saturday. I hope, I hope, I hope!
I'm excited and yet nervous about that. It's been a while since I'd had a piercing done. I'd say about 4 1/2 years ago is the last time I had a piercing done. (The ears don't count.)
But I'm also trying not to get to excited just in case we can't afford it this pay period.
May 9, 2009
I Found The Place!
Today was fun. We went down to my mother's to give her a mother's day present early. Why? Because tomorrow Master has to work (boo!) and we wanted to be able to just relax and enjoy our time together after He's done.
So after we visited with my mom, we came home and chilled. I restored the computer to it's original settings. By the way, I found out this computer is from 2004! Holy hell. That's like.. ancient.. in computer years. After that was done, which took forever I might add, I put our backed up files back in, reinstalled our preferred security center, and then downloaded Firefox (because I fucking hate IE) and then added in most of our bookmarks.
Joy. I'm hoping this buys us more time so we can save up a little and get a nice computer, instead of having to get a cheap one because we need one right now, ya know? Now, I'm not talking about saving up for like an Alien Ware or anything, even though I think I would cream myself if I had one.. *drools* Just a mid range computer.
So then I called to a few different tattoo/piercing parlors. Why? Well the one I thought I was going to was rather cheap, and when it comes to piercings.. cheap doesn't equal good. Also, I talked to the piercer on the phone and she couldn't recommend anything regarding jewelry for people with a nickel allergy. Red flag! Danger Will Robinson!
So yeah. No.
I finally found the place I'm going to. It's about a half hour drive, and they are a little pricey, but the woman knew her shit. I talked to her for about 15 minutes and she knew all about nickel allergies and I explained why I wanted titanium and she said that maybe before I was using cheap jewelry, and that is why I had so many problems. So she told me what she would recommend besides titanium, and said that unless I have a very extreme reaction to nickel, which I don't, that would work perfectly. So ta-da! I'm hoping to go next Saturday. I asked her if she would be willing to do all three piercings at one time (both nipples and the VCH) and she said yes, that wouldn't be a problem at all. I asked if I should be concerned with any thing along the lines of healing if I get all three done, and she said no unless I have a weakened immune system, which I do not. In fact I have a kick ass immune system. So rock on. Master seems pleased.
In other news, I was kneeling at Master's feet and we were nuzzling one another when I said, "I love You." And He said, "I love you too." So I was being a bit of a smart ass and said, "Promise?" and He looked at me like I had lost my damn mind and said, "Duh."
I laughed and nuzzled His legs. He said, "What do you want me to say?" So I said, "Something romantic!"
He again looks at me like I'm crazy and for whatever fucked up reason says, "Caw! Caw! Bang! Fuck, I'm dead." (Bonus points if you know what movie that is from. Remember, we quote movies all.. the.. time. It's sick really.)
And I almost fell over laughing, pointed at Him and said, "That's not romantic at all."
His reply? "So? It was funny as hell."
And that, ladies and gentlemen, is why He's my Husband. We both have fucked up senses of humor.
So after we visited with my mom, we came home and chilled. I restored the computer to it's original settings. By the way, I found out this computer is from 2004! Holy hell. That's like.. ancient.. in computer years. After that was done, which took forever I might add, I put our backed up files back in, reinstalled our preferred security center, and then downloaded Firefox (because I fucking hate IE) and then added in most of our bookmarks.
Joy. I'm hoping this buys us more time so we can save up a little and get a nice computer, instead of having to get a cheap one because we need one right now, ya know? Now, I'm not talking about saving up for like an Alien Ware or anything, even though I think I would cream myself if I had one.. *drools* Just a mid range computer.
So then I called to a few different tattoo/piercing parlors. Why? Well the one I thought I was going to was rather cheap, and when it comes to piercings.. cheap doesn't equal good. Also, I talked to the piercer on the phone and she couldn't recommend anything regarding jewelry for people with a nickel allergy. Red flag! Danger Will Robinson!
So yeah. No.
I finally found the place I'm going to. It's about a half hour drive, and they are a little pricey, but the woman knew her shit. I talked to her for about 15 minutes and she knew all about nickel allergies and I explained why I wanted titanium and she said that maybe before I was using cheap jewelry, and that is why I had so many problems. So she told me what she would recommend besides titanium, and said that unless I have a very extreme reaction to nickel, which I don't, that would work perfectly. So ta-da! I'm hoping to go next Saturday. I asked her if she would be willing to do all three piercings at one time (both nipples and the VCH) and she said yes, that wouldn't be a problem at all. I asked if I should be concerned with any thing along the lines of healing if I get all three done, and she said no unless I have a weakened immune system, which I do not. In fact I have a kick ass immune system. So rock on. Master seems pleased.
In other news, I was kneeling at Master's feet and we were nuzzling one another when I said, "I love You." And He said, "I love you too." So I was being a bit of a smart ass and said, "Promise?" and He looked at me like I had lost my damn mind and said, "Duh."
I laughed and nuzzled His legs. He said, "What do you want me to say?" So I said, "Something romantic!"
He again looks at me like I'm crazy and for whatever fucked up reason says, "Caw! Caw! Bang! Fuck, I'm dead." (Bonus points if you know what movie that is from. Remember, we quote movies all.. the.. time. It's sick really.)
And I almost fell over laughing, pointed at Him and said, "That's not romantic at all."
His reply? "So? It was funny as hell."
And that, ladies and gentlemen, is why He's my Husband. We both have fucked up senses of humor.
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May 7, 2009
I Wanna Be Stabbed Three Times
No seriously. I do. But not in the way you think.
First, some background. I used to have my nipples pierced. However, one of them got infected and I freaked and took them out. I think it was the wrong kind of jewelry. You see, I have a nickel allergy and I fucking hate it with a passion. I think my body was rejecting the piercings because of what the jewelry was made of or some shit. I don't know. This was over four years ago.
So anyway, I've always liked the idea of a vertical clit hood piercing. So on the ride to work today B was talking about flogging, and for some fucking reason that triggered my thoughts on the piercings. So I said it, and B was like, "Um.. and what does Coyote think about it?" and I said that He loved the nipple piercings, but as far as a vertical clit hood piercing I have no idea. So I vowed to talk to Master about it.
B then asked how I felt about labia piercings and I told him that they look fine on some people but I ssooo do not want any. No thank you.
So anyway, B had to go to work early so I was at work by 7am. I decided to actually clock in at 7:30am. Yay! An extra half hour on the paycheck.
Master called me a little after 9am and I asked Him if I could call Him on my lunch break. He said that wouldn't work cause His lunch was at noon and mine is at 12:30pm, so He'd already be back at work. So I asked Him if I took my lunch early, if we could talk. He said yes, and then asked what I wanted to talk about. I couldn't say it, cause I was on the work phone.. so He asked for generic subject. I told Him "Piercings." He said, "Top or bottom?"
I responded with, "Bottom." To which I got a surprised, "Really?!"
That was that. So I asked my supervisor if I could talk my lunch a half hour early, and he said yes. So I'm giddy the entire time. I literally was sitting there trying not to apply unneeded pressure on my clit, cause suddenly I was horny. Why? I guess cause of the upcoming conversation.
Noon finally rolls around and Master calls my cell. I pick up only long enough to tell Him I'll call Him back in a few minutes. (I had to get away from my desk. I can't be on my cell on the floor.)
So I get outside and call Him back. He doesn't sound like He's in a great mood. But He asks me what brought this up. I said I had been reading quite a few blogs lately that mentioned piercings and the thought just popped into my head, so I said, "Why not?"
To which He responded, "Because I won't let you."
I literally stopped in my tracks. Not because of what He said, but because He sounded pissed. So I quickly grew very docile as He went through the reasons as to why not, only answering with "Yes Sir." . 1) Some stranger touching me down there, 2) Healing time and having to go easy on me during that time. I think there were a couple of others but I don't remember.
He then asked if there was anything else, so I said, "No Sir." And He said that He was going to get back to His lunch then. We had spent maybe 5 minutes on the phone. The giddiness washed out of me rather quickly. He had said He wasn't mad at me, that He was just having a bad day, but for some reason I thought He had reacted that way because I had brought the subject up.
When He picked me up from work He apologized for how He had reacted. He assured me that it honestly had nothing to do with me. He had been having a bad day at work, and He took it out on me without meaning to.
So we approached the subject again. He brought up the whole stranger touching me thing, and I said that I wanted a female piercer anyway. He said that would be preferred. As far as "going easy on me" I said we could still have vaginal sex, we'd just have to be careful that my clit wasn't rubbed to much.. (basically me on all fours, that kind of stuff..) He brought up my nickel allergy and I said I'd make sure I got hypoallergenic jewelry.
So basically at the end of the conversation He said that fine, I could get the clit hood piercing done.. however I also had to get my nipple piercings redone at the same time. Three piercings, one sitting. I asked if He missed the nipple piercings or something and He said that yes He did.
So there we have it. Master said I may find a place I want to go to, get it priced out, make sure I get a female piercer and then we'll make an appointment.
So yes, I want to be stabbed three times by needles and then have pretty shiny things shoved into my sensitive flesh. *shivers* Sounds delicious doesn't it? Oh! And I want barbells. Not hoops. I had hoops the last time I got my nipples pierced and I think that was part of the problem, they kept getting snagged on my clothing. That probably did not help the whole getting infected thing.
So.. anyone have any suggestions and/or advise?
How about recommendations on places to go? We live in the Milwaukee area.
First, some background. I used to have my nipples pierced. However, one of them got infected and I freaked and took them out. I think it was the wrong kind of jewelry. You see, I have a nickel allergy and I fucking hate it with a passion. I think my body was rejecting the piercings because of what the jewelry was made of or some shit. I don't know. This was over four years ago.
So anyway, I've always liked the idea of a vertical clit hood piercing. So on the ride to work today B was talking about flogging, and for some fucking reason that triggered my thoughts on the piercings. So I said it, and B was like, "Um.. and what does Coyote think about it?" and I said that He loved the nipple piercings, but as far as a vertical clit hood piercing I have no idea. So I vowed to talk to Master about it.
B then asked how I felt about labia piercings and I told him that they look fine on some people but I ssooo do not want any. No thank you.
So anyway, B had to go to work early so I was at work by 7am. I decided to actually clock in at 7:30am. Yay! An extra half hour on the paycheck.
Master called me a little after 9am and I asked Him if I could call Him on my lunch break. He said that wouldn't work cause His lunch was at noon and mine is at 12:30pm, so He'd already be back at work. So I asked Him if I took my lunch early, if we could talk. He said yes, and then asked what I wanted to talk about. I couldn't say it, cause I was on the work phone.. so He asked for generic subject. I told Him "Piercings." He said, "Top or bottom?"
I responded with, "Bottom." To which I got a surprised, "Really?!"
That was that. So I asked my supervisor if I could talk my lunch a half hour early, and he said yes. So I'm giddy the entire time. I literally was sitting there trying not to apply unneeded pressure on my clit, cause suddenly I was horny. Why? I guess cause of the upcoming conversation.
Noon finally rolls around and Master calls my cell. I pick up only long enough to tell Him I'll call Him back in a few minutes. (I had to get away from my desk. I can't be on my cell on the floor.)
So I get outside and call Him back. He doesn't sound like He's in a great mood. But He asks me what brought this up. I said I had been reading quite a few blogs lately that mentioned piercings and the thought just popped into my head, so I said, "Why not?"
To which He responded, "Because I won't let you."
I literally stopped in my tracks. Not because of what He said, but because He sounded pissed. So I quickly grew very docile as He went through the reasons as to why not, only answering with "Yes Sir." . 1) Some stranger touching me down there, 2) Healing time and having to go easy on me during that time. I think there were a couple of others but I don't remember.
He then asked if there was anything else, so I said, "No Sir." And He said that He was going to get back to His lunch then. We had spent maybe 5 minutes on the phone. The giddiness washed out of me rather quickly. He had said He wasn't mad at me, that He was just having a bad day, but for some reason I thought He had reacted that way because I had brought the subject up.
When He picked me up from work He apologized for how He had reacted. He assured me that it honestly had nothing to do with me. He had been having a bad day at work, and He took it out on me without meaning to.
So we approached the subject again. He brought up the whole stranger touching me thing, and I said that I wanted a female piercer anyway. He said that would be preferred. As far as "going easy on me" I said we could still have vaginal sex, we'd just have to be careful that my clit wasn't rubbed to much.. (basically me on all fours, that kind of stuff..) He brought up my nickel allergy and I said I'd make sure I got hypoallergenic jewelry.
So basically at the end of the conversation He said that fine, I could get the clit hood piercing done.. however I also had to get my nipple piercings redone at the same time. Three piercings, one sitting. I asked if He missed the nipple piercings or something and He said that yes He did.
So there we have it. Master said I may find a place I want to go to, get it priced out, make sure I get a female piercer and then we'll make an appointment.
So yes, I want to be stabbed three times by needles and then have pretty shiny things shoved into my sensitive flesh. *shivers* Sounds delicious doesn't it? Oh! And I want barbells. Not hoops. I had hoops the last time I got my nipples pierced and I think that was part of the problem, they kept getting snagged on my clothing. That probably did not help the whole getting infected thing.
So.. anyone have any suggestions and/or advise?
How about recommendations on places to go? We live in the Milwaukee area.