Birthday Wish

My birthday is coming up in a little over a month. I have already purchased my own birthday present, which was a new cell phone.

But I thought of another thing I'd really love for my birthday. This year it lands on a Monday, unfortunately. So I'd rather do this either the Sunday before or the Saturday after.

I'd really love to have a day of nothing but perversion basically. One of the things I kind of want can't happen. I say kind of because the thought turns me on but at the same time scares me a little.

Master used to use His belt to punish me. I would get however many lashes with the belt on my ass. Sometimes of course it would slip and hit my lower back or my thighs instead, but shit happens. (By the way, the lower back hurts like a bitch.)

No, I don't want to be punished for my birthday. But I also wouldn't mind the kind of release a belt lashing would provide. A release on a level that I can't really put my finger on. All I know is I cry afterward and that I feel cleansed in an odd way. Maybe that's because it was used for punishment? I don't know. But it can't happen because the noise would go through these damn thin apartment walls and the cops would more than likely be called. No one wants to deal with that awkward situation. Maybe a hand spanking? I don't think that would be too loud. Not sure though.

I would also love to get tipsy, watch porn, and fuck a few times. Hopefully my body would also be up to anal. At least we could try it, right? Right. Oh! And a blindfold involved somehow at some point!

And honestly that whole spanking thing isn't related to just because it's my birthday. It's also because it hasn't happened in a long time. If it was strictly due to my birthday it would be 30 lashes/smacks. But we all know that the number of lashes/smacks is up to Him. It could be under, over, or that exact number.

Maybe Master will allow it. I don't see why He would object, except for maybe the spanking part. And the only reason He would object to that is because of the noise.