Killing Time

I woke up at 8:30am, which is unheard of for me on the weekends. It's still sleeping in, but I'm not normally up before 10am on the weekend. Why? Because I'm lazy.

But when I woke up I noticed that Master wasn't in bed. I also noticed that I couldn't breathe very well thanks to my sinuses. So I got out of bed, walked into the living room and Master was there. He had woken up because His knee was bothering Him. It's doing better than what it was a couple of weeks ago, but it still wakes Him up at night and He hasn't been sleeping well.

I took some sinus medication and thought maybe I'll just stay up until this stuff kicks in and then go back to bed for a couple of hours. But oh no. I'm wide awake now. Master however did go back to bed and told me to wake Him up at 11am. He only got four hours of sleep last night and He's been sleeping like shit for quite a while now, so I'm doing my best to be quiet and not wake Him up until 11am like He said.

So I decided to do a blog post to kill time before I wake Him up.

Also, I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do a blog post later or not. Master and I have a lot going on today. We are cleaning the apartment a bit, doing more laundry because I stopped last night after one load of laundry as it was just getting too late and I wanted to relax a bit after having ran around all afternoon.

We also might be doing some Christmas present shopping today.

Then after that we are meeting a potential play mate this evening. It should prove to be interesting. It's another guy. We've played with other guys in the past. And honestly it's not even my idea. It's Master's idea. He mentally gets off on knowing He can order me to do things like that and watch my every reaction. He's a very interesting individual, my Master. He always makes sure I'm safe and that who ever we're playing with doesn't go past the pre-determined rules/limits. There aren't many limits to be perfectly honest.

The biggest one is that no other man is allowed to do anything anal related with me. Master is the only man who has ever even played with my ass, let alone fucked it. And it's staying that way. Yes, I was an anal virgin when I met Master.

So we're meeting this guy for the first time tonight. It's difficult weeding out possible playmates. Some of them are just all about them, and I'm sorry but that's not what this is about. I mean we want the playmate to have fun too, but that doesn't mean they get to do everything they want. Like one guy who contacted us wanted to do double penetration, with him being the one fucking me in the ass. Never mind we clearly stated that no other guy is allowed to do anal related things to me. Once we said no way in hell, he said fine but he still wanted to do double penetration, possibly with both him and Master in my pussy.

Um. I can get highly over stimulated and/or feel pain with just an anal toy in my ass and Master fucking my pussy. And that's a smaller anal toy. There is no way in hell that I'm going to be able to handle two guys fucking me at the same time. Let alone both of them trying to shove their dicks in my cunt.  I've seen it in porn and I squirm every single time I see it. Oh. My. Gods. That just looks fucking painful, and not in a tingly good feeling sort of way. More like a "Holy shit that bitch's twat is about to explode and there is going to be one hell of a story for the emergency room doctors to tell at the Christmas party," sort of way.

So while Master is a sadist (duh) He is not interested in doing severe damage that could require a doctor/hospital visit.

Master stretches my pussy with just His cock. He's got a very thick cock, and I already have a tight cunt, on top of doing kegels to make sure I stay tight, and that I can control my pelvic floor muscles during sex in order to pleasure Him more. They have also increased the strength of my orgasms over the years. Kegels are your friend. And guys? They can help you out as well. Just read this fun little Wikipedia article!

Okay, enough about kegels. Anyway, so yeah. We're meeting this guy tonight and hopefully it goes well. We're not entirely sure if we're just having drinks and then parting ways, or if other things are going to happen. We've talked with him quite a bit and we all seem to be on the same page and rather comfortable. But this will be our first face-to-face meeting. So pretty much anything could happen.

I'm kind of excited. Not so much for the physical sensations but for the mental reactions I get when my Master is watching my every movement, reaction and cataloging every noise and facial expression I make. It's like He's putting me under a microscope and there is nothing I can do about it, not even squirm. Why? Because it's all a mind fuck, and a very pleasurable one at that. After every time we've done this sort of thing in the past we have the most amazing sex ever for like the next month. We'll be fucking and He'll growl into my ear something  that happened during the previous play session where someone else was involved. Not that we don't normally have amazing sex, cause we do, but there is just something about the fact that not only does He put me under a microscope during the experience, but He forces me to relive it in a way while Him and I are fucking or I'm sucking His cock. I already cream myself when He starts talking dirty, so you can imagine what happens when He does that.

Now if only we could find a female playmate that isn't just interested in my Husband, we'd be styling.