Experimentation

Last night Master wanted me to get dressed up for Him. I wanted to wear my newest outfit that He bought for me when we went to the porn store on Christmas. But I couldn't wear it because I'm on the rag, and didn't want to ruin a brand new outfit. So yeah. I get to wait until that's done before I get to wear it. *sad face*

So I put on a mesh body suit instead. We sat on the couch together and watched the new porno we bought. I was teasing Him through out the portions that we watched, stroking Him, sucking His cock for a while, and then going back to stroking Him. It was a lot of fun and He seemed to greatly enjoy it.

So while watching a porno we normally do one of two things besides molest each other before we go fuck. One is that we make fun of the porno. That's just a given. The second one is that we talk about things we might want to try in the bedroom.

So while we were talking about certain things, the topic of us looking for playmates came up. And we might be having a meeting with one this upcoming Saturday. We had already purchased condoms just to be on the safe side, as we had previously met this person and it seems like that's where things might be leading to. It's been almost 8 years since Master and I used one together. To be perfectly honest, we only used one together once. That was the first night we fucked. After that, we just went skin to skin. I was on birth control, as I hadn't gotten fixed yet, and we knew we were both clean. So there ya go.

And we had never used this brand of condoms before. And we were both kind of curious as to how it felt. It is supposed to be the "thinnest condom that is still safe" available and is supposed to feel just as good as skin on skin contact. Well we already knew that was a lie, because that's impossible. But we decided to test the condom out anyway.

So we go in the bedroom, and bring a condom back. He put it on after we fooled around a bit and we fucked. I immediately noticed how... disconnected it felt. Master and I have this weird thing going on during sex where we connect on several different levels and kind of loop the energy between us over and over again. It's extremely intense.

And you would think we could do that regardless. But with just that "thin" condom on, everything felt off. I still got off while He was wearing it, but it wasn't the normal mind blowing orgasms, because that connection between us was missing.

And I noticed He wasn't making a lot of noise either. Obviously the sensations aren't as pleasurable with a condom on, so I understood.. but that just made the disconnection that much more obvious, when I was already feeling it.

So about half way through the fuck session, I asked Master if He wanted to take the condom off, and He said yes. So He took it off, put it on the head board and we continued. Everything felt better, but the disconnection was still there. He got off, and I got off, but afterward it was just a bit... awkward.

We talked about it after, and He felt the same way I did. The disconnection was the worst part of the experience. Especially when you are use to things being a certain way for so many years. I mean we keep our sex life interesting, but when you've been with someone for so long, you get use to a few things, and you love it. At least if your sex life is healthy and so is your marriage/relationship.

We're never doing that again. Well, obviously aside from if/when we have playmates.

I've read about couples who do role-playing and use condoms to "spice things up". Like for example my fantasy role-play where I walk into a bar, order a drink and then Master walks in and starts chatting me up and then convinces me to come back to His place (or a hotel if we can afford it) and we fuck. I know of some couples who if they played that out, they would use condoms to be more "fully in the role" so to speak. Yeah. We're never doing that.

The experiment failed horribly. But hey, sometimes when you try things out things don't go the way you hoped they would. This is one of those times. No big deal. It doesn't mean we won't continue to push the boundaries of our sex life and try and continue to find new things that excite both of us. Because I know we'll always do that. But I'm glad we already have this experiment out of the way, and now know that it didn't do anything for either of us. In fact, it took quite a bit away.

So back to the drawing board!