Man Toys

Remember that post I did a while back about how men don't have lingerie to wear unless it's bitch gear? Well.. here's another subject that is somewhat similar.

Well today, while I was at work, Master and I got into an interesting conversation about sex toys via text. He is a very visual creature, and loves it when I masturbate in front of Him. Honestly, the need or want doesn't really kick up in my tail all that often. Part of the reason was that it kind of killed it for me, being close to an orgasm that is for all intents and purposes self made.. only to have to hold off.. ask for permission, and then once permission was granted to cum, quickly get back to where I was in my head space.

See, for me masturbating isn't like when He's eating me out or we're fucking. It takes concentration. And disrupting that to ask for permission to cum, kind of upsets that concentration. Well, a whopping seven years later and I finally admitted this to Master a couple of days ago. And He said if He would have known that He would have allowed me to just cum at will while masturbating. *blinks*

For real?

I'm an idiot. I figured since I always need permission to cum that.. well.. would stay true I guess. And asking for permission to cum at will before hand kind of kills that whole spontaneity thing we were both going for. So yeah. I should have just opened my fat mouth a long time ago. But now that I know that... I don't have to worry about it. Now when the mood strikes, game on!

But I'm getting a bit off topic here.

So anyway...

There are all these toys that a chick can use to get themselves off, or to hand to their guy (or girl) to get them off with. And now, guys are having more and more toys available to them.

And no, I'm not talking about blow up dolls. I honestly don't know how the hell those things can turn anyone on. They are like a huge, sometimes expensive, practical joke item to me.

Sometimes I would search for these "man toys" and see what was out there, thinking that it would be interesting, and possibly a huge turn on, to use them on Master or to watch Him use them.

I can't find hot things for Him to wear.. so I looked into other options.

Keeping the spice in a marriage, or in any sex life, in my opinion is healthy and usually keeps everyone happy.

So instead of looking at yet another vibrator for myself (I only have two, but still..) I started looking at toys for Him. And I found some interesting ones online. I never really looked at our local porn shops. Why? I have no idea. Maybe I'm just lazy and prefer to look from the comfort of my own home.

Master and I were going back and forth and He admitted that He had never really thought of getting anything like what I was mentioning, but said that He would be up for it, especially if it got me going.

He's such a great Master/Husband. I mean yeah, it's about Him... but He still wants me to get as much out of it as possible. I love Him.

So, once we have some free money... we can purchase one or two for Him and see how it goes. I'm pretty excited about it actually. And having talked (texted, whatever) to Master about it already has got my mind working in ways that it hasn't in far to long.

I feel that spark coming back. I feel those hinges on the cage of the beast being bent and twisted. Soon, I think and hope, it will be ripped apart and I'll be back to my old self again.