This morning I got up at my normal week day time. But even with that when the alarm went off I wanted to just throw it across the room and pull the blanket over my head and keep sleeping. Unfortunately I knew I couldn't do that.
I was feeling pretty groggy when out of nowhere around 10am I got very fucking hyper. It was like going from 0 to 10 in the time it takes you to snap your fingers. I just had to keep moving somehow. I was sitting at a desk working so there wasn't a lot I could do. But I would just kind of move my head a little and tap my foot against the floor. Anything to just move. I couldn't sit still and for some really weird reason hard rock and heavy metal songs were going through my head so that made me want to move more. I actually started lightly humming the songs I was hearing in my head. Thankfully no one heard me.
I stayed that way for most of the afternoon. It wasn't until about 3pm that I was able to relax into more of a normal mood.
I'm not really used to that sudden feeling of mania anymore. I've only ever had one energy drink at a time but that feeling, I think, would be like having five energy drinks and drinking them like they are shots and feeling it all kick in at once.
Even though I couldn't sit still I was extremely focused and knocking my work out. It felt like I got more done today than I did yesterday when I worked damn near 11 hours.
Normally though after a fit of mania like that I feel incredibly drained afterward. But not today. When it started to wear off I felt normal. I didn't feel tired or drained. I'm still feeling pretty good and it's almost 8pm. So if I do crash I don't think it'll be until late tonight.
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