Brain Glitch

Okay first, I would like to say that I am driving myself crazy with trying to figure out if I want to keep the background I have for my blog or find a different one. I won't lie. Even though I haven't been able to make up my mind I've been hunting for a different one anyway. Ya know, just in case I happen to stumble across one I like better. And I already know I'll end up doing it again at some point today. After all, I like driving myself crazy apparently. And I do have that test blog to experiment with so I don't have to worry about messing with this one unless I'm absolutely sure I want to. So at least I'm not driving everyone who reads here crazy by dicking with the background constantly. Master picks on me about it. He doesn't get mad He just laughs and pokes fun at me. He also knows that I'm trying to keep my mind off of other things. I'm glad He is so understanding. The only thing I do know for sure with this blog is that I really like the orange. I've never had orange on my blog before so I'm grooving on it. Plus my "name" is Coyote's Kitten. And when I say Kitten I am referring to a Tiger, because I love them. Also I am fascinated with them. And Tigress just sounds silly. So orange is rather fitting, if I do say so myself. Why I never used orange before I have no idea.

Okay, enough about that since I'll be driving myself crazy with that later. On to the next random subject!

This is going to sound stupid as hell, but this thought actually kicked up in my mind last night because I was watching an episode of Jerry Spring. It's a guilty pleasure okay?!

Anyway... there was this supposed "Dom" on there and he was wearing a collar. It's not the first time I have seen such. Hell, I've seen it in porn. Whether it is a female or a male the "Dom" wears a collar. To me a collar has always symbolized the submission of the person wearing it and a symbol of the Dominant's ownership of said submissive. As a result seeing a "Dom" wearing a collar kind of makes my brain glitch. What. The. Fuck.

If Master, and this thought alone makes me want to laugh, ever wore a collar I would freak out. Trust me that will not happen. Ever. It wouldn't even happen in some crazy as hell parallel universe. Just no. Nuh-uh. No way.

I just don't get it. Maybe it's because of how Master has used me collar in the past. He'd yank me around by it, grab it to pull me close, move me around like a rag doll, etc. and so on. Maybe it's because of how I view the thing itself. I don't know. But to me if a Dom of either gender is wearing a collar it just makes me think of the Dom being yanked around by it which isn't Dominant at all in my eyes.

Can anyone possibly explain this concept to me? Master doesn't understand it either but then again He has the same view point I do about a collar in general.

**Update** This update is in regards to my blog background. I think I finally figured it out. Master helped me pick it out. I think it is a lot more interesting than the last one. Now hopefully I can stop messing with it.