I'm glad I had the kind of relationship that I do with my parents.
My parents are divorced but they were divorced rather late in my life. Their divorce was final shortly before my 17th birthday. As a result it didn't really effect me one way or the other.
My mom and I are really good friends. She'll step into "mom mode" or I'll step into "daughter mode" when it's called for but other than that we just talk like any friends would.
With my dad it's a bit different. My dad doesn't really have a "dad mode". The only thing that'll really throw him into that is when he feels the need to get protective. Then all hell breaks loose. But other than that we just hang out and chill.
This evening on the phone kinda proved that. I had called him about his eBay stuff and after all that was out of the way it turned to him for some reason talking about my mom and his last two girlfriends and why each didn't work out.
I have absolutely no fucking idea what kicked that up. I think my dad is just lonely. In fact I know he's lonely. My dad hates being on the phone but he kept me on the phone tonight for over a half hour.
But I told him that he's doing the right thing by trying to get himself together before trying to get another girlfriend.
This is the first time in his 51 years of life that he has ever lived on his own. He went from living with his parents to living with my mother. From my mother he immediately moved in with his girlfriend and from that girlfriend he immediately moved in his last girlfriend. Now she is gone and he's by himself.
So while he's telling me all this I start to realize that not a lot of fathers and daughters talk the way we do, let alone about their relationships in the way that Dad and I do.
Sometimes something like that will just smack me in the face and make me think about how it's not really normal. But the thing of it is that it is normal to me. Since I was a teenager, aside from the protective thing, he has been my friend rather than my dad.
And we're going down there this Saturday to take pictures of more stuff for his eBay sales. I'm sure we'll have a good time.
My journey through life, love, submission, & pain. Mature & graphic content.
January 15, 2013
January 14, 2013
Pins and Needles
You know, the normal Monday bullshit and then I get a phone call from my mother around 3pm. It's about my grandfather. Immediately I get on edge. My grandpa's health is not that great and hasn't been for a very long time.
Well apparently he had surgery on his eye on Friday. He didn't bother telling anyone mind you. Just bam. Went in for eye surgery. And now he's on his third day of recovery and suddenly got upset and a little freaked out. He said he couldn't really see. He had only been able to call my mom because she had been the last number he dialed earlier in the day. Other wise he couldn't see the numbers on the phone.
He wanted someone to go out there. My mom has no car, so she called my brother. My brother called our uncle but he was at work. He called our dad but he had completely thrown out his back. So my brother went out there by himself. I wouldn't have been able to get down there in a decent enough amount of time.
So I was on pins and needles until my brother sent me a text telling me that Grandpa is okay. He just got a little freaked out. My brother had offered to take him to the hospital or the doctor's office but Grandpa of course refused and said he felt a little silly for getting upset like that. But I'd much rather him call about something he'll feel silly about later than to be his usual stubborn self and do something crazy like oh I don't know... driving himself to the hospital that is over a half hour away while having a heart attack... again.
I am more relaxed now that I know everything is okay. I'm glad my brother went out there. I guess he stayed for a few hours until Grandpa reassured him that he would be fine by himself.
January 13, 2013
Yay! Sex!
Almost immediately after I was done with my shower and had put on some lingerie Master and I went into the bedroom. He bit and chewed on my neck while I stroked His cock.
He slid down and ate me out. He took His time doing so. I am really lucky to have a Master that enjoys eating me out. He's incredible at it. After I came He gently continued to lick and finger me leading me into another very intense orgasm.
He barely gave me time to catch my breath before He grabbed my waist and put me on all fours. I got into good posture and He forced me to back onto His cock. I was dripping wet and already a little swollen. So backing onto His cock like that was amazing.
He was gentle at first, to a point. He leaned over me, covering my back with His chest and stomach while He nuzzled the side of my face and rested His head against my shoulder. It made the connection I was already feeling from Him fucking me all that more intense.
Eventually He stopped being on the more gentle side and bounced me off His cock telling me to orgasm over and over again. He ordered me to cum one last night right before He filled me with His cum. That always seems to make both of our orgasms even more intense and mind blowing.
We both collapsed on the bed. I cleaned Him off before we shakily walked into the living room.
I was actually amazed that I stayed up as late as I did. I think I passed out on the couch around 2am.
Sometime around 3:30am Master woke me up to tell me we should both go to bed. So I laid down on my side and was already drifting back off to sleep. Master had other and more fun plans. He used me. My pussy was sore by that point and I was moaning half awake as He fucked me. After He came again He pulled me close and we both fell asleep.
He slid down and ate me out. He took His time doing so. I am really lucky to have a Master that enjoys eating me out. He's incredible at it. After I came He gently continued to lick and finger me leading me into another very intense orgasm.
He barely gave me time to catch my breath before He grabbed my waist and put me on all fours. I got into good posture and He forced me to back onto His cock. I was dripping wet and already a little swollen. So backing onto His cock like that was amazing.
He was gentle at first, to a point. He leaned over me, covering my back with His chest and stomach while He nuzzled the side of my face and rested His head against my shoulder. It made the connection I was already feeling from Him fucking me all that more intense.
Eventually He stopped being on the more gentle side and bounced me off His cock telling me to orgasm over and over again. He ordered me to cum one last night right before He filled me with His cum. That always seems to make both of our orgasms even more intense and mind blowing.
We both collapsed on the bed. I cleaned Him off before we shakily walked into the living room.
I was actually amazed that I stayed up as late as I did. I think I passed out on the couch around 2am.
Sometime around 3:30am Master woke me up to tell me we should both go to bed. So I laid down on my side and was already drifting back off to sleep. Master had other and more fun plans. He used me. My pussy was sore by that point and I was moaning half awake as He fucked me. After He came again He pulled me close and we both fell asleep.
January 12, 2013
New Gadget
This is my mandatory cell phone post. Okay, so it's not mandatory but I figure I should gush about it here and now so I can get it out of the way. Plus, whenever I try to talk to Master about it He just looks at me like I'm crazy because He thinks a cell phone should only make phone calls. He doesn't even like the texting bit.
So anyway, I got up at 7am today. I actually had to wake the dog up to take him outside. *laughs* Normally he's the one jumping on the bed telling me to get the hell up because he has to pee. In fact if I didn't know better I would have thought he was cranky because I woke him up.
Anyway, I took the dog out and got myself ready. I left almost immediately after I was fully dressed. I left Master a message in case He was up before I got home. (He hasn't been sleeping for shit.. as usual... so I didn't know how late He would be getting up.)
I got down to my mom's around 8am. I made pretty good time. I went inside and hung out with her for a little while. We went to the cell phone store and sat outside of it for a good ten minutes.
We were literally the first people in the door but what was funny was that there was a line of people waiting to get in. There wasn't a sale going on or anything so I have no idea why they were so busy.
But since we were first in the door we were helped immediately. I didn't even really have to look around at phones. I had looked at their selection online and since I had been able to play around with my mom's phone I knew that was the one I wanted.
So it didn't really take that long at all. They got me one of the phones and transferred all of the information from my old cell phone onto my new one. I got the Motorola Electrify M. Both my mother and my brother had this phone and raved about it so I knew I was going to get a damn good phone. It was on sale too, so that helped my decision.
I also made sure to get a shell/holster for it. I don't really like having a phone without a holster. Especially since it's a touch screen phone. I don't want it getting scratched or anything.
They put the shell on for me and made sure my phone had the settings I wanted on it. That way I wouldn't have to dick with all the basic set-up later and I could go right into playing with it and setting it up how I wanted it as far as look and ringtones.
I took my mom on a couple of errands before dropping her back off at home. I then went home. Master was still asleep when I got back. Like I said, it didn't take long at the store and neither did the errands. As a result I got to play with my new gadget. I fucking love this phone. It's the first phone I've ever had a data plan on and as a result the first phone I've had that you can have apps on!
I set up some of the ones that I really wanted and got my wallpaper and ringtones all set up. I'm glad they were able to transfer my pictures and contacts. I would have hated to lose those pictures and have to set up all those contacts again. I have plenty in there, trust me.
I've played with it a little after Master woke up but not too much. But I love it and I love the shell/holster that I bought as well. Happy Kitten.
And tonight I'm going to get laid! Even happier Kitten. Master is feeling a lot better and so am I. It's definitely time to fuck. We're not used to going that long without sex. *laughs*
So anyway, I got up at 7am today. I actually had to wake the dog up to take him outside. *laughs* Normally he's the one jumping on the bed telling me to get the hell up because he has to pee. In fact if I didn't know better I would have thought he was cranky because I woke him up.
Anyway, I took the dog out and got myself ready. I left almost immediately after I was fully dressed. I left Master a message in case He was up before I got home. (He hasn't been sleeping for shit.. as usual... so I didn't know how late He would be getting up.)
I got down to my mom's around 8am. I made pretty good time. I went inside and hung out with her for a little while. We went to the cell phone store and sat outside of it for a good ten minutes.
We were literally the first people in the door but what was funny was that there was a line of people waiting to get in. There wasn't a sale going on or anything so I have no idea why they were so busy.
But since we were first in the door we were helped immediately. I didn't even really have to look around at phones. I had looked at their selection online and since I had been able to play around with my mom's phone I knew that was the one I wanted.
So it didn't really take that long at all. They got me one of the phones and transferred all of the information from my old cell phone onto my new one. I got the Motorola Electrify M. Both my mother and my brother had this phone and raved about it so I knew I was going to get a damn good phone. It was on sale too, so that helped my decision.
I also made sure to get a shell/holster for it. I don't really like having a phone without a holster. Especially since it's a touch screen phone. I don't want it getting scratched or anything.
They put the shell on for me and made sure my phone had the settings I wanted on it. That way I wouldn't have to dick with all the basic set-up later and I could go right into playing with it and setting it up how I wanted it as far as look and ringtones.
I took my mom on a couple of errands before dropping her back off at home. I then went home. Master was still asleep when I got back. Like I said, it didn't take long at the store and neither did the errands. As a result I got to play with my new gadget. I fucking love this phone. It's the first phone I've ever had a data plan on and as a result the first phone I've had that you can have apps on!
I set up some of the ones that I really wanted and got my wallpaper and ringtones all set up. I'm glad they were able to transfer my pictures and contacts. I would have hated to lose those pictures and have to set up all those contacts again. I have plenty in there, trust me.
I've played with it a little after Master woke up but not too much. But I love it and I love the shell/holster that I bought as well. Happy Kitten.
And tonight I'm going to get laid! Even happier Kitten. Master is feeling a lot better and so am I. It's definitely time to fuck. We're not used to going that long without sex. *laughs*
January 11, 2013
Excited
Apparently my current cell phone is dying more and more each day. It's a slow death for this cell phone unlike my last one that died rather suddenly. It's a good thing I'm going tomorrow to get a new one. I don't really feel safe driving on the interstate without a cell phone. Especially not for extended periods of time. So I've been a little anxious on the interstate the past few days.
But in order to get my new toy tomorrow I have to get up at 7am on a Saturday morning and head on down shortly there after. I want in that store literally as soon as the doors open. I know it's still going to take a while but it's better than being there for four hours because the place is packed.
My mother was picking on me today while I talked to her on my lunch break because she knows how excited I am. I'm like a kid about it. This is extremely rare thing for me. I normally do not get this way about material possessions. Anyone will tell you that, especially Master.
But because I don't spend a lot of money on myself like ever, I get excited when it's a new piece of tech in my little paws. This will honestly be the first thing in three years that I've splurged on for myself. Normally it's for Master or for us as a couple. I prefer that nine times out of ten. But this time, I'm really excited and really happy for myself.
I know Master is happy for me too but that doesn't stop Him from picking on me. For instance He made fun of the fact that I'm going to get up that early on a Saturday and how I'm willing to do that just to get a new cell phone. *laughs*
But in order to get my new toy tomorrow I have to get up at 7am on a Saturday morning and head on down shortly there after. I want in that store literally as soon as the doors open. I know it's still going to take a while but it's better than being there for four hours because the place is packed.
My mother was picking on me today while I talked to her on my lunch break because she knows how excited I am. I'm like a kid about it. This is extremely rare thing for me. I normally do not get this way about material possessions. Anyone will tell you that, especially Master.
But because I don't spend a lot of money on myself like ever, I get excited when it's a new piece of tech in my little paws. This will honestly be the first thing in three years that I've splurged on for myself. Normally it's for Master or for us as a couple. I prefer that nine times out of ten. But this time, I'm really excited and really happy for myself.
I know Master is happy for me too but that doesn't stop Him from picking on me. For instance He made fun of the fact that I'm going to get up that early on a Saturday and how I'm willing to do that just to get a new cell phone. *laughs*
January 10, 2013
More of the Same
Master's voice is coming back slowly but surely. I woke up out of a dead sleep with a bad coughing attack. I have no idea what triggered it really. And it was at 3am of all times. Master was still awake and heard me coughing so He came into the bedroom and had me sit up and leaning forward a little bit while He gently rubbed my back. When the coughing started to slow down He got me a bottle of water. Finally I was able to stop coughing but I was still catching my breath. I took the bottle of water with me to bed and put it on the headboard. I had to grab it a few more times before I was finally able to sleep. About three hours later my alarm went off.
I don't know about you but when I wake up like that only a few hours before my alarm is about to go off I feel even more tired in the morning. So I was dragging tail as I got ready for work. But I still somehow managed to get to work a half hour early, which is a good thing. The only thing that sucks about having to make up the two hours I missed on Monday is the fact that I don't really have the work to warrant clocking in early. Regardless of that fact I still have to clock in early and try and busy myself somehow without being bored out of my mind.
Master helped distract me for a little while by messaging me back and forth. But once 3pm rolled around it was as if time had stopped.
Finally it was time to go home. It was actually raining. Raining. In January. And it's supposed to be in the 50's tomorrow. Almost all the snow is gone off the ground already, much to the disappointment of our dog. He doesn't look like he'd even remotely enjoy the snow but he absolutely loves it. He'll run around and eat the snow and dig in it. I dare say winter is his favorite time of year. Crazy dog.
Now I just have to get through tomorrow. Hopefully it'll be quicker than today. Then on Saturday I have to get up almost at the same time as I get up during the normal work week so I can get down to the cell phone store by my mother's place. We want to be waiting outside the door when they open as it is bound to be busy on a Saturday. But I'll have a new gadget in my paws so I won't care that I had to get up so early. *laughs* Well, that and I know if I need to Master will allow me to take a nap later on in the day.
I don't know about you but when I wake up like that only a few hours before my alarm is about to go off I feel even more tired in the morning. So I was dragging tail as I got ready for work. But I still somehow managed to get to work a half hour early, which is a good thing. The only thing that sucks about having to make up the two hours I missed on Monday is the fact that I don't really have the work to warrant clocking in early. Regardless of that fact I still have to clock in early and try and busy myself somehow without being bored out of my mind.
Master helped distract me for a little while by messaging me back and forth. But once 3pm rolled around it was as if time had stopped.
Finally it was time to go home. It was actually raining. Raining. In January. And it's supposed to be in the 50's tomorrow. Almost all the snow is gone off the ground already, much to the disappointment of our dog. He doesn't look like he'd even remotely enjoy the snow but he absolutely loves it. He'll run around and eat the snow and dig in it. I dare say winter is his favorite time of year. Crazy dog.
Now I just have to get through tomorrow. Hopefully it'll be quicker than today. Then on Saturday I have to get up almost at the same time as I get up during the normal work week so I can get down to the cell phone store by my mother's place. We want to be waiting outside the door when they open as it is bound to be busy on a Saturday. But I'll have a new gadget in my paws so I won't care that I had to get up so early. *laughs* Well, that and I know if I need to Master will allow me to take a nap later on in the day.
January 9, 2013
Bear With Me
I'll be glad when we're both 100% better. I really, really will be. Why? Well, first off I prefer it when we're both in good health, obviously. *laughs* But I also wouldn't mind getting laid. But the coughing isn't quite letting go enough to where we don't think we would have a coughing fit in the middle of it. So not sexy.
Master has had me going to bed more or less on time lately. He normally allows me to swing about a half hour past or even a hour past sometimes. But since I've been sick it's my normal bedtime. It's not a bad thing really. I mean, I like staying up because then when I go to bed I don't toss and turn as much, but I am feeling better and I've had to get up earlier these past few days so going to bed closer to the normal time is helping there as well.
There isn't really anything blog worthy going on as of late, as I'm sure you can tell from my posts the past week. But when we're sick there isn't a lot going on. We both try and rest up as much as possible which basically means laying on the couch/sitting in the recliner and watching TV and eventually go to sleep.
And not only isn't there a lot going on physically but my mind has been pretty drained as well. And when I'm not feeling well not a lot of sexy or kinky thoughts travel through my mind.
So I'm sorry for the lack of interesting shit to read lately. Hopefully by this weekend I'll have something.
Master has had me going to bed more or less on time lately. He normally allows me to swing about a half hour past or even a hour past sometimes. But since I've been sick it's my normal bedtime. It's not a bad thing really. I mean, I like staying up because then when I go to bed I don't toss and turn as much, but I am feeling better and I've had to get up earlier these past few days so going to bed closer to the normal time is helping there as well.
There isn't really anything blog worthy going on as of late, as I'm sure you can tell from my posts the past week. But when we're sick there isn't a lot going on. We both try and rest up as much as possible which basically means laying on the couch/sitting in the recliner and watching TV and eventually go to sleep.
And not only isn't there a lot going on physically but my mind has been pretty drained as well. And when I'm not feeling well not a lot of sexy or kinky thoughts travel through my mind.
So I'm sorry for the lack of interesting shit to read lately. Hopefully by this weekend I'll have something.




