Suck Me Beautiful

*Ten bonus points if you get the title reference.*

You know, I have this thing called an oral fixation. Master loves it. The down side is that I can't always get a dose of what I need. I can't always suck His cock. Why? I have TMJ. I hate it. Master understands and doesn't push it all the time because of how painful it can be. The other down side is that I get cold sores sometimes. And You definitely do not want to be sucking cock while you have a cold sore. Very, very bad idea.

So anyway, about two weeks ago I had a cold sore. It seemed that as soon as that one was healed I got another. Fucking hell. So that took a while to finally heal all the way.

Once that was all done my jaw started aching thanks to the weather changes.

But yesterday, finally, everything was just fine. More than fine actually. And as a result I asked Master if I could suck His cock to completion. He of course had no problem with it at all. We went into the bedroom and He sat on the bed with His back against the wall. I laid down in front of Him. It's the easiest way for both of us to be comfortable.

He gathered my hair up in His hand. It's one of my favorite parts of sucking His cock like that. Just the fact that my hair is wrapped around His hand and He can either choose to allow me to move how I want to or at a moment's notice force me to move my head a different way or to change my pace. It's wonderful.

I took my time at first, enjoying the sensation of His cock growing fat in my mouth. The way it feels when it pushes against my tongue even as I slide my tongue around doing my very best to make Him even harder.

He allowed me to move on my own for a time before taking charge. I know that when He does that, takes charge like that, it isn't because I'm doing anything wrong. I know exactly how to suck His cock. Years of practice after all. It's simply because He wants to. He wants to be in charge at that moment and He knows I get off on it as well.

Again I am allowed to go at my own pace. One thing I do that I knows He greatly enjoys is where I don't move my head at all. I just slide my mouth down to almost the very root of His cock and then I move my tongue in circles along the underside of His dick. Circles up, circles down, repeatedly changing the speed and pressure.

It didn't take long after that before He took charge again in just enough time to force my head down even more while He coated my throat with His cum.

He was extremely sensitive afterward so I was gentle when I slowly raised my head and felt His cock slip out of my mouth. However, I couldn't quite help myself. I just had to add a few more licks which caused Him to gasp. I love that sound.

Relief

Today has not been that great of a day. Neither Master or myself were in very good moods. We have a lot of stress going on right now so it just kind of finds it's way between us because we don't really have any where to place blame for the stress. It's things that are not in our control. So it is what it is.

But there was a bit of relief as well. After a while Master and I calmed down and were just sitting in the living room talking. Master leaned all the way back in His recliner to stretch out His back. He was naked, as we normally are when we're home. He was asking me what I wanted to do (as in watch a movie, etc.). His eyes were closed and He was not paying attention to what I was doing. So I quickly got on my knees in front of His chair and took His cock into my mouth.

Surprise blow job! *dun dun dun*

This was one of the few blowjobs that Master didn't have a grip on my hair. He just lounged in His recliner, stretched out and enjoyed getting His dick sucked.

It's not that I don't know what the hell I'm doing when I give Him a blow job. I do, trust me. It's just that Master loves having my hair wrapped around His hand when I do it. Why? So He can move me the way He wants to sometimes, just to remind me that He's in control. Things of that nature.

Since I was "left to me own devices" so to speak it was rather interesting. It hasn't happened in a very long time. I'm not complaining either way about it. I'm just saying that it is a rare experience.

He moaned and gasped quite a bit though so I must have been doing something right. *smirks*

After He came He was very sensitive and I was being a bit of a brat and kept licking the underside of His cock or danced my fingers along the length of Him. Things of that nature. He chuckled a few times but was gritting His teeth when He did it. Eventually He just told me to knock it the fuck off. So I did. I just rested my head on His stomach while He laid there.

Since then a lot of the tension is gone. It's amazing what effect a blow job can have.

Whiplash

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A Few Changes

Okay, so I've made a few small and probably unnoticed changes.

First and foremost.. I fucking hate Yahoo. Yep. There. I said it.

Now, honestly if I had never gone on Yahoo.. I never would have entered the chat rooms there.. and I would have never met Master. But I did at that point in time, so it's all good. However, now? I hate them. Specifically I hate their e-mail. One of my e-mail address there was working just fine. Perfectly in fact, the same as it always had. The one I had linked to my Wordpress? Yeah. Not so much. It would say "Loading.." at the top of the page, but wouldn't do anything. So I would have to right click and open a link in a new tab or window. And then if I could get it to open, it wouldn't let me reply to an e-mail or compose a new one. So now when you send me something through my Contact Me page, it'll go to my new e-mail addy. For those of you who have written me, I have honestly been trying to e-mail you back.. but Yahoo wouldn't let me! So I'll be doing that either tonight or tomorrow through my new e-mail addy.

So fuck that noise. I changed my e-mail address that is linked to my blog and basically the only e-mail address I give out to anyone who I am not related to or work for.

As a result I knew my gravatar, which is that little icon that shows up next to my name when I comment here and on other blogs, would need to be updated. I was not going to lose my blue tiger damnit! And I was having all sorts of fun trying to get that to update. But I did it! It may take a while to update properly through out Wordpress, but my blue tiger should be there soon. I hope. (It had damn well better.)

Also, because I'm a net nerd, and I saw the announcement on Wordpress stating that you can now have twitter on your blog... I have added that. I don't know how long it'll take for the feeds to actually start displaying here.. or if I'm going to keep it... but I've done it. *hangs head in shame*

In other news...

Master and I are burning the midnight oil a little bit and He got a blowjob today.

After we were done with our running around and all that, I had taken my bath and put on a nightie. I had started out just sucking His dick as part of my begging routine.. but um.. yeah. I started to get wet, and my oral fixation took over. Damn my mouth! ;-) He seemed happy though. Well, He didn't bitch anyway. At least not until He had already shot His load down my throat and I continued sucking His cock. He told me that was "enough" because He was hyper sensitive. I whimpered, but He gave me "the look" and I stopped, although I had a grin on my face. How fun is that? Making your Master hyper sensitive from a nice simple blow job. *sighs happily*