Too Long

Last night Master and I were trying to think of something to do. While doing so I asked if He wanted to watch a porno. He shrugged and said sure why not. I pulled out all of the dvds we have, which honestly aren't all that many, and asked Him to pick one out. I normally choose but He doesn't really care but I had already asked if I could go use the bathroom so I figured that maybe He would pick one out. He did. But not the way I thought. He simply stacked them all in a pile and picked the one on top. *laughs* It ended up being one where it is predominately anal sex. In fact one of the first scenes in it is a chick taking a baseball bat sized dildo up her ass after basically being fisted in the ass. That scene always makes me cringe. Master said that she must be made out of elastic. He's probably right.

Anyway, we both got undressed and curled up under the covers while we watched it. The next scene wasn't quite as horrifying and Master was kind enough to fast forward through most of the first scene anyway. Like I said, the entire dvd is mainly anal sex. We haven't done that in a long time. Longer than it should be. So I turned my head a bit and asked Him if He would like to try anal. He said, "You don't have to ask me twice."

And that started it off. He almost immediately moved my hair off to the side and just started chewing on my neck and shoulder. Sometimes He would dig His teeth in and actually pull backwards so that my entire shoulder moved back with Him. I do have to say I have very pretty bruises from it today.

Once He was done biting me He gently turned me over onto my stomach. After He entered me He asked me if I wanted the dvd to keep playing. I told Him that I didn't care so He reached over my head where the remote was and turned it off.

He commented on how dripping wet I already was. Biting like that will do that to me. He fucked me deep and slow, allowing me to cum several times. After I was nice and deep into my sub space He pulled out and told me to get the lube.

Well, the lube we normally use was still packed away. (Like I said, it has been too long.) But I had another one accessible. We had never tried it before but I opened it up and handed it to Him. I also grabbed my vibrator to use on my clit since that seems to help a lot when He is first sliding His cock into my ass.

He lubed both of us up and I put the vibrator to my clit. He tried to start slow but all of a sudden the head of His dick slid in and it hurt like hell. It felt like there was no lube there what so ever. I dropped the vibrator and Master immediately pulled out. I knew that He had lubed both of us up really well because He always does. The problem was that the lube dried out almost as soon as He was done putting it on. As soon as the pain stopped, which thankfully didn't take that long I hopped off the bed and went digging through my suitcase. Master was kneeling there wondering what the hell I was doing but finally I found it! I know how not sexy it was to just watch me digging around looking for something especially when it took as long as it did but damn it I was on a mission! As soon as I found it I handed it to Him and He lubed both of us back up again.

Round two!

And thankfully His cock slide in without much more than a small wince from me. I literally got off as soon as He slid halfway into my ass. He went very slowly at first. Very gentle. But from past experiences I knew that since it had been such a long time that I wouldn't be able to stay relaxed for very long. I told Him this and He said, "So what I am hearing is to fuck your ass hard." I nodded my head and He had absolutely no problem doing so. It felt amazing but it hurt a bit at the same time. I got off again and I didn't even need the vibrator against my clit that time.

He asked me, "Do you want cum up your ass slut?"

My response sounded desperate, at least to me, "Yes Master please cum in my ass. It's been too long."

As soon as those words were out of my mouth I felt His cock throbbing and I heard that familiar and wonderful growl coming from deep in His throat. It was intense in a very good way.

Today I told Master that I would like to try anal again soon. I know that my body has to get used to it. It really does. And it can't if it only happens once every six months. Master wants to push my body enough so that I can "handle it" for a longer period of time but He doesn't want me lying to Him and possibly hurting myself by not letting Him know when it really hurts.

Breaking the Dry Spell

Last night we finally broke the dry spell. Yay! Like I said it wasn't anyone's fault that we were going through one to begin with. *shrugs* It happens.

We watched some porn for a little while. It seemed like a good idea at the time. Unfortunately it wasn't as entertaining as we had originally thought it would be. It wasn't one of the ones where there girls are hurt a bit. We hadn't watched it in a while, so we basically had forgotten that part. Sometimes we're in the mood for just sex or a little rough sex in our porn but other times we like to see the girls struggling to deal with what the guys are putting them through. It's nothing hardcore, which makes it all the more amusing. We watched a few scenes and then eventually decided to turn it off and go enjoy our own fun.

As soon as we were in bed and comfortable He was on His side and roughly pulled me against Him. I wrapped my leg around Him and He pushed His leg a little bit farther up. His arms were wrapped around me and mine were wrapped around Him. It was very intimate yet demanding at the same time. It was lovely. He chewed on my neck. Actually, it wasn't so much chewing as it was sinking in His teeth as deeply as He could without actually breaking skin. And at certain points it felt like He was going to, which only turned me on more. I scraped my nails along the length of His back a few times because it was so intense. I don't do that a lot but it felt... appropriate. It felt good. It only made Him bite down harder. He would release His grip on my neck only to find a new spot to chomp down on. I felt His cock throbbing against my lower abdomen.

He rolled me onto my stomach and flicked His tongue across my nipples, switching from one to another. I reached down and stroked His cock as He did so. There were times that the pleasure was so intense that I swear I saw flashes of color. He told me to slide up. Before I did so I raised my upper body a bit so I could kiss Him.

He sucked on my outer pussy lips, then dipped His tongue inside of me. He ran His tongue along the length of my pussy before flicking His tongue across my clit. As soon as I started to whimper in a higher pitch He would stop and go back to licking me inside and out. Normally I have a very difficult time getting off by only having my clit stimulated. I usually need something for my cunt to clench down on. But this time was different. It hit me in one sudden full body shock. I think He was a little surprised. I know I was. If He was, He didn't show any sign of it.

I wanted to sit up and lay in between His legs as He was kneeling up on the bed so I could suck His cock. But before I could do so He wrapped His arm around my waist and, as if I weighed nothing at all, He flipped me not only over but up so I was on all fours. Once there, I didn't have time to get settled before He pushed on my upper back, in between my shoulder blades, so that my face was to the mattress and my ass was in the air.

In one fluid motion He entered me. I was soaking wet and there was no resistance. He was balls deep before I could even take a full breath. It all happened so quickly that my I squeaked. (I hate it when I squeak. He finds it endlessly amusing.) He wasn't gentle with me at all. I loved every second of it. I don't think I stopped moaning at any point. My system was in overdrive. Every time He allowed me to cum I raked my nails along the bedsheets. I swear those things are made out of something other than fabric. I'm always expecting them to be ripped when I do that. That's how hard I claw at them.

After my final orgasm I snaked my arm underneath me and stroked His balls, applying pressure behind them so that with each thrust His balls ran over the palm of my hand, adding to the sensations He was experiencing. When I heard His breathing becoming heavier and more bass in His throat when He growled I begged for His cum.

"Please Master. I want to feel it. I want to feel it right there."

He shot His load into me and as He did so I applied more pressure with my hands on His balls. Not a lot. Just enough. After He was spent He allowed His upper body to fall forward so that His head was resting on my back. His breathing was heavy and I enjoyed each after shock that went through our bodies. I could feel His which made me experience my own.

After He had pulled out and rested beside me I cleaned Him off. Unfortunately I had to get up so I could go take my pills. But when I came back to bed I curled up with my back against His chest and He wrapped His hand around my wrist. It wasn't long before I fell asleep. I love sleeping like that.

I found a picture online that somewhat relates to this post... I find it amusing. In fact when I first saw it I smirked.

Slow and Gentle

I had told Master a couple of days ago that I wanted to try anal sex soon. Well, last night I asked if He wanted to go fool around and if so, if He would like to try anal. That is just a stupid question honestly. But I ask it anyway. So He said He would meet me in the bedroom. I had left the light on. Normally we turn off the light while we are fucking. No real reason why. We just do. But when anal is involved He has to be able to see what is going on.

I was laying on the bed, on my stomach when He walked in. For whatever reason I had left the regular bedroom light on rather than turning that off and turning on the lamp. He looked at me like I was crazy. The regular bedroom light is very harsh as it is literally directly above the bed. We hate it. I have no idea why I had left that on. So He switched that off and turned the lamp on when has a much softer light. (The really odd thing is that the light bulbs are the same wattage.)

Anyway...

I was about to move so that I was no longer on my stomach but He moved so that I couldn't. He hovered over me and ever so gently kissed my shoulder and then kissed just under my neck. He gently brushed my hair out of the way so He could bite down on my neck. It was a gentle love bite. Don't get me wrong, there was pressure and power behind it. It just wasn't as rough and intense as His usual bites. He continued to give me soft kisses and love bites along my spine and ribs. It felt amazing. With each love bite it was like a little shock of electricity went through me. I wonder if it has something to do with where He was biting. I do know that there isn't a lot to bite on my back and ribs.

He then opened my legs while I was still on my stomach and licked softly, sometimes gripping my ass and sometimes just resting His hands on my lower back.

It was very relaxing. He slid up and pushed His cock into my pussy. It was slow, long, deep strokes. He rested on top of me with His head next to mine and His arms around me. I didn't feel pinned down or forced to stay in place. Obviously if I had tried to move I wouldn't be able to. But to me it felt more like a very protective and loving embrace. He allowed me to cum twice. During the second one I had snaked my arm out a little bit and went to hold His hand. He interlocked my fingers with His and I squeezed. He lowered His head and kissed the side of my face after my orgasm had ended.

I then asked if we could try anal. He allowed me one more orgasm before He pulled out. I got onto all fours and He lubed both of us up. He was more generous with the lube this time as last time He had to stop twice in order to apply more. I grabbed my vibrator and gently placed it against my clit. He very slowly started to push forward with His cock. I winced a couple of times but it wasn't so much out of pain as it was just a very intense shock through my system. Each time it happened He stopped and stayed still until I fully relaxed again. Once He was fully inside of me He put some more lube on His hands and added a little more for a smoother stroke. Apparently I was tighter than usual. How that happens I don't know. I mean the ass is naturally tight, but some how, some way I was tighter back there than I was last time.

It was all slow and gentle strokes. He moaned repeatedly and I got off twice. I was getting so sensitive that I had to actually stop using the vibrator a few times because my system was going into overload. After a while I think it was highly apparent how overloaded my system was getting.

"Should I cum up your ass, kitten?"

I couldn't even form a full sentence. I just continued to repeat the word please. Normally, when He is about to cum He gets rougher but not this time. I think He was enjoying the slower and gentler fucking this time as much as I was. He shot His cum into my ass which tipped me into another orgasm. It is a very different sensation than Him cumming into my pussy. His cock is very thick and I can feel every twitch and pulse of it as He is cumming no matter which hole it is in.

He slowly pulled out afterward and we both cleaned up. Afterward we went into the living room and talked. We actually had a lengthy conversation about anal. He absolutely loves it and I am beginning to love it as well. It's just that my body isn't always up to it and as a result it doesn't happen as frequently as either of us would like. I would love to get to a point where there isn't a need for so much.. I don't know.. prep work? I don't know how to explain it.

We'll get there. I know we will. There was a time earlier in our relationship where we had reached that point. But there was a rather painful anal experience, through no one's fault, and since then I have been reluctant and nervous about it. I'm really trying to get better at it. But as Master says, there is no need to force it and if it is forced we'll most likely end up taking a step back rather than a step forward.

Although last night I wouldn't really say we fucked. I would say it was more like making love. That is a very rare thing. We both absolutely love and crave very rough and primal sex. As a result that is our norm. But last night everything was slow, gentle, and sensual. It was incredible.

In fact Master announced that last night while He was cleaning up. "I just would like to go on record saying that was incredible!" That made me giggle and I could do nothing but agree.

Bite Marks

Yesterday Master and I had incredible sex. Holy hell. And there was a lot of biting involved. *grins* Meaning Him biting me.. not the other way around. I'm sure you already guessed that though. If not, you haven't been reading here long enough. *laughs*

The foreplay involved biting. The actually fucking included biting. And they were deep bites. These weren't little nips or Him simply scraping His teeth against my skin. These were deep. Honestly the way it felt I'm surprised blood wasn't drawn. And it felt fucking amazing. Sometimes I get off from biting more than others. I mean it's always hot. Don't get me wrong. But sometimes it actually hurts. As in "Ow! Son of a bitch." Now, that doesn't mean I'm not enjoying it.

Hi, I'm Kitten and I'm a masochist. *waves*

But other times... even though it's a nice deep bite it doesn't really hurt. Not like that anyway. It just feels.. I'm not sure how to explain it. It seems to heighten everything else that's going on. And sometimes I lose myself in them.

There are times where we haven't been doing anything sexual at all and Master will call me over to kneel in front of His chair. Once I'm there He'll tell me to put my back to Him and move my hair. When He says that I know what's about to happen. The whole moving the hair part is the key. Not so much the kneeling. Once I've done what He wanted He'll wrap His arms around me so I can't move, force my head to turn enough that my neck is bare and in an offering position.

Then He clamps His teeth into my flesh and there is a shock that goes throughout my entire body. And He'll keep His teeth just as they were when He bit in. He doesn't move His head. If anything He'll bite down harder. And when that happens most of the time I'll lose myself in it. I close my eyes and just keep everything else out except for the sensations of Him holding me and His teeth buried in my neck or shoulder. (It depends on His mood that day.) And then... once I start drifting even more I'll hear Him moan and growl with my skin still in between His teeth. When that happens I feel His breath coming out of His nose on my skin.

*shivers*

And it's not like He does it just for me. Oh fuck no. He enjoys the hell of out it. He'll get rock hard just from biting me, with no other stimulus. And I do mean rock hard.

So today I touched each bite mark on my neck and shoulders repeatedly. Yes, there was more than one. And they are extremely tender but in an oh so wonderful way. And you can see the indents of His teeth. Those aren't going to fade anytime soon.

Pent Up

As I've commented on lately our sex life is great it's just not as frequent as it normally is. There are reasons. It's not like we don't find one another as attractive as we once did. I know that's not the case. It's just been one thing after another after another. And as a result our sex life has suffered a bit. *shrugs* It happens.

Last night was another break in our infrequent dry spells. Now keep in mind I'm referring to a week or a little over as a dry spell. *laughs* I do that because we are normally fucking more frequently than that. Last night though Master ordered me to the bedroom. It was already past my bedtime because He had allowed me to stay up. I was actually a little worried that since He had allowed me to stay up on a Sunday night that He would just send me off to bed. Thankfully that was not the case.

He joined me in bed shortly after I got comfortable. The first thing He did was pull me to Him and sink His teeth into my neck. It's amazing how much of a turn on that is for both of us. Especially when He bites down so hard at times.

He hovered over me and had one hand on the back of my neck while He continued to chew on my neck. He pulled me down further under Him so I was almost laying completely sideways on the bed. He crushed me to Him and altered between biting down almost as hard as He could and then just running my skin through His teeth.

He would stop and just run the tip of His nose along my neck while breathing heavy. Each hot breath just turned me on. Then He caught me off guard but biting down again.

He them dipped His head down and started molesting my tits with His teeth and tongue. I reached down and did my best to play with His cock. The angle we were both at didn't make it easy but I tried anyway. I just wanted to touch it, to play with it, to run my fingers along it before getting a good grip for a moment to only go back to being playful with my touch.

Once He had His fill of biting me He told me to slide up. After I was in position He got comfortable between my legs. I love it when He eats me out. He's just so damn good at it. There is something to say for being together for over a decade. You learn the other's body so damn well.

After I came I was extremely sensitive. He chuckled and tormented me a little bit before telling my to bend over. He fucked me hard and deep. He didn't ever go slow or gentle. It was delicious. He allowed me to cum several times, talking dirty to me the entire time. I wanted to talk dirty back but I could barely catch my breath. I rotated my hips and bucked back, which He greatly enjoyed.

After He filled me He collapsed over me and said, "I guess we were both pent up." *laughs* So I commented back that we shouldn't wait that long again. I know it doesn't sound like a lot of time. A little over a  week. But for us it is.

I was wired afterward. But I knew I had to go to bed. It was a little past 1am but this point and I had to get up at 6am. There was no way He was going to allow me to stay up later.

So I took a benadryl to make sure I would sleep. I went to bed with a huge smile on my face.

Fuck Me

Master's shoulder is still bothering Him. My poor Master. As a result our sex life hasn't been as active. I totally understand. My muscles sometimes put me into such pain that I couldn't fuck if I wanted to. It's the same here. His shoulder is killing Him, He wants to fuck, but just doesn't feel up to it sometimes.

So last night I asked Him if He wanted to fool around. I assumed He did because He wanted me to dress up, which I did once the nightly routine was done. He told me to get to the bedroom and He would meet me in there. I was already revved up for some reason. I was, however, figured that it would be a bit more gentle since His shoulder was bothering Him. Um. Yeah. I was so wrong on that one.

As soon as He slipped into bed with me He pulled me to Him and chewed on my neck for a while as He pressed Himself against me. Each time He bit down hard and deep I felt His cock grow against me. He then rolled me onto my back and pulled the top part of my lingerie so my tits were fully exposed. As soon as they were free Him attacked them with His teeth and tongue. I was moaning as He did so. I couldn't help it. It felt completely amazing.

Once He was done He told me to slide up. I slide up the bed and got comfortable as He positioned Himself between my legs. He alternated with licking my inner and outer lips, sucking on my clit, rolling His tongue along my clit and shoving His tongue inside me.

I must say that it is something somewhat new. I mean He's dipped His tongue inside me many times. But this whole tongue fucking me thing is rather new. I love it.

He then fully concentrated on my clit. He didn't finger me though. I think it would have made His shoulder too uncomfortable the way He would have to angle His arm. It still felt incredible, don't get me wrong but normally it's rare for me to get off  by only clit stimulation. My pussy wants something to clench down on. Of course He already knows this. However, He wasn't giving up and eventually I did have an overwhelming orgasm. It felt... interesting... for my pussy to just spasm without clenching down on something. It didn't ruin anything it just felt very different.

He knelt up and pulled me down the bed a little bit before slamming His cock into me and laying on top of me. It did start off somewhat gentle but it didn't take long for Him to get rough. I came twice while digging my nails into His back a little bit. I don't do that often. After all He's not the masochist here. But every once and a while it's just how I react to cumming. He doesn't mind. He doesn't get mad or anything along those lines.

He then, very suddenly, knelt up. As He did so He pulled me down with Him by pulling me by my thighs, His cock never slipping out. I swear He has mastered that. (No pun intended.) We can change positions but His cock will still be deep inside me.

After driving me into another orgasm He leaned back further, again pulling on my thighs. My entire lower back was off the mattress. While I was positioned like that He moved my hips up and down, telling me again to cum. As I was coming down from that one He knelt back up fully and positioned both legs up in the air but having one cross the other. He rotated His hips ever so slightly as He continued to pump His cock in and out of me.

As I felt His cock start to throb in such a way that I knew He was getting close to getting off, I began begging for His cum. And He filled me with it.

The sex was incredible and at points it felt like He was trying to push His balls into me He was fucking me so deeply. Gods it felt... indescribable. As we were cuddling up with one another I asked how His shoulder was doing. He said that He knew damn well He was going to pay for but He didn't care. *laughs*

Teeth Meet Flesh

Last night Master and I were goofing around in the living room, just talking and what not. At one point I said something along the lines of, "I'm horny and hyper."

He laughed and told me to get my tail to the bedroom. Sir, yes Sir! *smirks* So I got my tail to the bedroom. I got comfortable and shortly after I did Master joined me in bed.

He pulled me close and started chewing on my neck. He started off slowly, working His way up and down my neck. Then He really started clamping down with His teeth, and it felt amazing. I did whine a few times because it would be a sudden jolt of pain forcing it's way through a nice sensation of pressure and pain that wasn't nearly as bad as that split second jolt. He chuckled, with the flesh of my neck still in between His teeth, when that happened.

He let go and kissed His way up my neck until He was kissing my lips softly. After a handful of kisses I raised my chin and He bit me, hard, right under my chin. That fucking hurt. I was surprised that I enjoyed it. That's the funny thing about biting though, sometimes it'll feel amazing and other times it's all I can do to not squirm.

After a few more quick bites He went to molesting my tits and I snaked my arm down so I could stroke His cock. He then opened my legs and knelt in between them so He could rub the head of His cock up and down my pussy. I did start to squirm then and He started to slowly slide in until He was half way in and then He just slammed the rest of the way in.

The sex was incredible, and rough. He pinned me down and choked me. He bounced me off His cock and then put both of my legs up, one on each shoulder, so He could lean forward and effectively bend me in half.

After I had gotten off about 105 times He pulled out, flipped me on my stomach and used me until He got off.

We cuddled for a little while and once we caught our breath we went back into the living room. It was a little after 2:30am by that point so I figured I would stay up a while longer since He was allowing it and I didn't have to work today. But it took more out of me than I had thought; I don't think I made it more than 20 minutes before I asked Master if I could go to bed. He said that was fine and that He would join me shortly. I passed out almost as soon as my head hit the pillow.

This morning I checked the mirror and I was amazed by the fact that there are no bruises on my neck. I don't know if I was surprised or disappointed or both. Right now, I'm leaning towards both.

Bite Me

Master and I both have a biting fetish. He loves to sink His teeth into my flesh and I really get off on it when He does. It hurts, it burns and sometimes it's a little scary but holy fucking hell is it a turn on.

Master told me that He's always had a biting fetish but never had a chance to delve into it. I never even thought of it until He bit me for the first time. Oddly enough He asked if it would be okay for Him to do so before He chomped away.

This was years ago of course. Shortly into the relationship He brought it up and I was curious about it.

He bites my throat, the sides of my neck, my shoulders, my tits, my ass... but my favorite? My spine right at the back of my neck. Yes, you read that correctly. He doesn't do it a lot, but when He does... *happy sigh* I'm not sure if one of the reasons I like it so much is because it's not all that frequent. You know, like it's a special treat or something along those lines.

Last night Master and I retired to the bedroom for a little while. He was kind enough to work on my lower back for a little bit. Afterward He was laying on His side and rolled me off my stomach onto my side so that my back was against His chest. He just held me for a little while. He had His arm around my chest in such a way that I could hug His arm and cuddle. It was so comfortable and He even made a comment about how we used to sleep like that when He would spend the night at my old apartment. It was so sweet and I smiled in the dark.

Then He started nipping my shoulder a little bit. It started off gently at first. He would graze His teeth across my skin and catch a thin piece of my skin in between His teeth and let go. He started biting harder and I moved to give Him more access to my neck and shoulder. He chewed on the side of my neck and down my shoulder. Eventually He started biting right along my shoulder blade. I pushed my hips back so that my ass was nestled right against His growing cock.

As He continued biting me I started leaning my upper torso forward. My ass was still against His now throbbing cock and continued to bite and chew on my skin. I was extremely docile and to try and show that in a different way than usual I gathered up all of my hair in my free hand and lifted it all off the back of my neck, exposing it. I could hear Him moan deep in His chest when I did this.

He started off gently again. Every time His teeth grazed my spine it sent electric shivers through my entire body. He continued to do this until finally He chomped down. I couldn't help but moan. It felt absolutely delicious. Yes, it hurt but it was so erotic to me.

Exposing your throat or the back of your neck like that, to me, is one of the ultimate displays of submission. He could easily do a lot of damage and we both know it and that's why it turns us on so damn much. He is careful, even when He is biting down hard, don't get me wrong but just knowing it gets me off mentally.

When He had His fill of biting, for the time being, He ate me out, had me suck His cock and then fucked me to the point of my pussy feeling bruised.

Afterward we sat in the living room for a little while in our after sex glow. I eventually started to shut down and so went to bed at about 3am. But when I did I had a huge smile on my face. I feel the bruises today. Some of them are actual bite marks and other areas it's just extremely tender. I love it.

Chew Toy

Master has decided to be kind to me. You know the whole punishment thing? Where I'm not allowed to cum until my birthday? Well, since I've been a very good girl and Master feels that I have learned my lesson as I've been a lot more descriptive when telling Him how I'm feeling He has decided that as long as I've earned it I can cum sometimes. Not every time, as He still wants to make sure His point is made, but if I've been really good then I can have an orgasm. Today apparently I was very good. This is the first day Master has brought up the fact that I would be allowed to cum and not always be in toy mode for the next four weeks. He said that He had been thinking it over and since this was my first slip up since being medicated and I haven't deserved punishment (aside from this offense) in so long He was going to be more lenient this time.

I know if I fuck up again like that my ass is grass.

But as I said today I must have been a very good girl. We went into the bedroom and He had me lay on my back as He chewed on and bit my neck. I sometimes think that He prefers me not having a collar on these days. Not because He didn't think it was an important symbol, I know better than that, but because He has better access to my neck.

Master loves to bite me and chew on me. I sometimes refer to myself as His chew toy. And sometimes He proves my point. Tonight for instance His mouth, tongue and teeth were everywhere. He bit my neck for a long time. I greatly enjoyed it. Don't get me wrong, it hurts. It hurts a lot sometimes. He loves to get a good grip on my neck and just slowly apply more pressure until I can't breathe before loosening His grip and allowing me to breathe again. Other times He likes to get a thin piece of skin in between His teeth and pull on it a little. He also likes to threaten to pierce the upper cartilage of my ear with His teeth. He normally threatens that by having that part of my ear in His mouth and applying enough pressure where I think if He presses any harder it's actually going to happen. That hurts like hell.

He left my ears alone tonight though and focused on my throat and the underside of my tits. He ate me out until I whimpered because I was so sensitive from my orgasm. He laid on His back and had me suck His cock for a while. I then climbed up the length of Him and He allowed me to be on top. I must have had at least seven orgasms before He slapped my ass to tell me to get up and had me lay down on my stomach. I was then put into toy mode. He used me in that position for a while before slowly rolling over, staying inside of me, until we were both on our sides. He then put one hand on the back of my neck and basically had me "bent over" while laying on my side. Just as He was about to cum He wrapped both hands around my neck and applied pressure. The moment I gasped for air He filled me with His cum.

So I am trying to be on my best behavior (yes I know I should be at all times.. but it's not as easy as it sounds). I'm glad that I have pleased Him.

This Might Be A Long Post...

You have been warned.

I missed yesterday's post because Master and I had gotten home somewhat late and I was feeling extremely lazy. Master was kind enough to let me slide on the post.

Yesterday, after I got out of work Master and I went and had dinner, and then went down to my dad's house for a little bit to visit. As usual we stayed a bit later than we intended. So by the time I got home I was exhausted.

Master and I joked around, talked, and just had a nice relaxing evening from that point. But Master wasn't tired and since it was a Friday night we decided to stay up late.

Yeah. Late turned into "Holy shit I've been awake for more than 20 hours!" *blinks* Once I realized that I turned to Master and said, "I think I'm going to crash soon." He chuckled and said we would go to bed once the SNL episode we were watching was over.

Technically I could have gone to bed right then. I know Master would have allowed it. But I didn't want to go to bed without Him. So I waited, and once He started to turn the TV off, I cleaned up the living room, we headed to bed, curled up and cuddled a bit before going to sleep. I remember Him nuzzling my hair and kissing my cheek quite a few times as we laid there. It was sweet. *aaawww...*

This afternoon I woke up to the sound of Master being in the shower. It was around noon. I had crashed pretty hard. So I got up and checked on Master. He told me to go have a cigarette, wake up, and then run to the gas station. So I did as I was told and then once I was home again I helped Master with the lotion on His tattoos and we relaxed for a bit.

Today was the holiday party at my job. So we went to that. Master got to meet my supervisor and a few of my coworkers that He hears me talk about all the time. They had food available but Master and I really just said hi to a few people, I showed Him around, and then we left. We were there for about 30 minutes all told. It was still cool though, being able to show Master my place of work and all that. But it was crowded and after showing Him around the building I didn't know what else we should/could do. So off we went. We had a late lunch and went home.

Upon arriving home Master and I relaxed for a little bit before He called me over to Him from my slave mat. I happily knelt in front of Him as it is was out of the blue, which hasn't been happening very often.

He told me to turn around so that I was still kneeling but facing away from Him.

I did as I was told and He moved my robe aside. He's been allowing me to wear my robe around the apartment since it's been so cold outside. As it slipped from my shoulders, He moved my hair aside, wrapped one arm around me so that it was cupping my breast and holding me still, and grabbed my arm with His other hand.

I knew what was coming because He was holding me so tightly.

He bit deep into my shoulder and held the muscle in between His teeth for quite some time. We both have a biting fetish. His teeth are very sharp and it hurts like a mother fucker, but I get very aroused by it. He proved this once He was done biting me by slipping His hands in between my thighs and rubbing my dripping wet pussy.

He pressed into me and I could feel His fully erect cock pressing into my back. He then picked me up so I was standing and had me sit on His dick as He sat in His recliner.

I was extremely docile, as biting almost always sends me straight into that mode. He fucked me for a little while before having me stand up again and ordering me to the bedroom. He had me lay on my stomach and suck His cock as He fingered me.

Then He laid on top of me, spread my legs apart with His, pinned my hands behind my back with one hand (I love the fact that He can hold both of my wrists with one hand quite easily) and then put His other hand in between my shoulder blades and fucked me roughly. I was His toy. I was not allowed to have an orgasm but gods was it amazing!

Sometimes I just prefer to be used. I sometimes enjoy the fact that I am just for His pleasure. I often times beg to be used. It's not that I don't enjoy getting off, it's just that being used gets me off mentally... if that makes any sense what so ever.

Once He had filled me with my reward, He laid on top of me and kissed my hair over and over again. It's those little things that He does that are romantic and caring that makes His Domination over me all that more apparent. I enjoy the mix of roughness and loving tenderness.

He eventually rolled off of me and allowed me to slide next to Him and bury my head in His chest as He ran His hand up and down my back a little bit.

We have spent the remainder of the evening watching movies and being randomly affectionate with one another. It's been a great day.