Protective

Everyone knows that Master is highly protective of me. And when they look at the two of us they can see it and it makes sense to them. He's 6'4 and a brick wall of a man. I'm 5'1 and rather petite.

However, when people find out how protective of Him I am it suddenly doesn't make sense, mainly because of the reasons listed above. Yes, He's a big boy and He can handle His own shit. But that doesn't mean that I won't handle my business as well. You fuck with Him and you are fucking with me. It's as simple as that.

Just because I'm short and have a small frame doesn't mean I cannot protect Him. I will get medieval. I don't give a fuck.

Like I said I know He can hold His own and He doesn't need my help but it doesn't stop me at all. Normally He'll tell me He's got it but sometimes, He allows me to act on my protective instinct. I haven't gotten physical about it. It's all been verbal.

When it's the worst though is when He's sick. Because His immune system isn't the best. So when He's sick I get protective as hell. If I don't think the doctors or nurses are taking it seriously enough or aren't acting on things quickly enough for me I let them know it. Thankfully it hasn't happened a lot but when it does... oh the bitch comes out so quickly it'll make your head spin around more than once.

There was one time when He had walking pneumonia where I was waiting for them to come take His blood so they could run some tests. Not very much time had passed but I was still pacing the room. I didn't say anything when they came back because I know not much time had passed by but I couldn't help myself.

I needed to use the bathroom and wanted to grab something to drink but I refused to leave His side. It wasn't until they took Him to take some x-rays that I walked very, very quickly to the bathroom. I peed in record time. I then rushed over to the vending machine to grab a soda. I then walked very, very quickly back to the room He was in and sat down. I had made it back before they did. When He came back He was a little surprised to see me back so soon. As soon as they had the hospital bed back where it was supposed to be I walked over, grabbed His hand and ran my fingers through His hair.

He both loves and hates the way I get when He's sick. He loves it because I take care of Him. He hates it because I can be a little over bearing. But that's how I take care of Him. I don't let Him get up for anything besides using the bathroom when I'm home. I'll bring Him everything. He'll try to get up to grab a controller or a soda and I'm up in a flash telling Him to sit the hell down and I'll get it for Him. His normal "complaint" is: "I could have gotten it Myself."

I just look at Him and say, "I know. That's nice. Too bad."

I know it drives Him nuts sometimes, especially when He starts to feel better. But it takes quite a bit to convince me that He's actually okay. I worry too much. But that's just how I am and how I handle things.

Blarg

It's hot as fuck out today. The air feels heavy and they say it might storm, but there isn't a cloud in the sky so I highly doubt it. Due to the heat I'm not hungry at all. But Master told me I have to eat so I'll force something down before I go to bed tonight.

I feel pretty brain dead today though. Work was boring but at least I'm not swamped. I just feel sluggish today. It doesn't help that my shoulders are bothering me. It also doesn't help that I was eaten alive by mosquitoes last night. I had a good time outside but damn do these fucking things itch! And of course two of them are on my foot. One is right on the arch of my foot. It's driving me nuts. I've been slathering hydrocortizone on it like it's going out of style. It helps at least.

I want something to post. I just wish my brain could think of something. This is what I hate about feeling sluggish. I don't really have a lot going on in my head so when I go to post I come up blank. But I don't want to do a short as hell post either.

*thinks*

Nope. Still blank.

I'm glad that I have a really long weekend coming up next week. Five days off! It's the longest I've had off ever, regardless of the job. I have no idea what I'm going to do on those five days off but it doesn't matter. Just knowing that I can rest and relax for five days in a row is just an awesome thought and I'm really looking forward to it. Plus I get all that extra time with Master. We haven't had that many days together in a row without work interrupting.

Hopefully it's not too hot out so my libido (or His) isn't affecting by it too badly. Five days off and no sex? That would suck. A lot.

But the hotter it gets the lower our sex drive goes, even with air conditioning.

We've been sitting outside a lot at night which is why I'm getting eaten alive.

Master just came inside to grab an ice cream cone. He's sitting out talking with neighbors. I'll be joining Him as soon as my post is done, which should be shortly. And then I'm going to spray myself down with bug spray so hopefully those damn blood suckers won't get me too badly.

Eh. Fuck it. I'm going outside. At least the neighbor's apartment is in the shade.

Screw This

While I was at work today I was bored out of my mind. I literally had nothing to do. I ran out of work at 11am. Since I have that extended weekend next week I've been knocking out all my work as fast as it comes in so I don't have too much shit to come into the following week. Apparently this is working against me at the moment. So anyway, I had taken the car to work today since the driver of our carpool couldn't take us home. As I'm sitting there at 1pm trying to think of something to do Master called me. He was bored too. I told Him how my day was going and that I just felt kind of antsy. He told me I could always take the afternoon off and come be bored with Him. How sweet, right? *laughs*

I thought about it for a little while. I would say a good fifteen minutes. And I decided fuck it. Yes, I know I have a long weekend next week but so what?

So I left work and came home. I was home by 2:15pm. It felt really weird walking in the door that early on a Wednesday. Master was happy to see me. He gave me a hug and a kiss. I got changed and we sat outside for a little while. It's hotter than hell out but it wasn't too bad in the shade. We were out there for about a half hour before calling it quits and coming back inside.

We haven't really done anything. I've been playing around on the computer. Master's been playing His newest video game.

Yes, I could have stayed at work and gotten paid to be bored out of my skull. But I didn't. I came home and am glad I did. It doesn't matter that there isn't anything going on. I'm relaxing. I'm home. I'm near Master. I'm a happy girl.

Mellow Day

Today was not a stressful day at all. I haven't had one of those in a very long time. I'm not saying the home situation is stressful, but things outside of it have been.

Work was rather easy going. This was the first day in at least eight months that I've been able to take my time with things and work on the smaller stuff without freaking out that I'm not doing other things instead.

My mom had good news and bad news today. Mainly good though. Her mammogram results came in. She had it done last Friday. The doctor called her and told her everything looks fine. She always gets so nervous when she goes in for those. I don't blame her. I get nervous for her. I don't look forward to having those done at all.

The bad news she had is that it's going to take longer than she thought to get new medical insoles for her shoes. She has fallen arches and needs new insoles for them. It's going to take longer because they want her to do a nerve test and all that happy horse shit.

When I got home Master and I went grocery shopping. It went quickly. Normally at the grocery store we go to they only have one lane open so it takes forever. But I'm willing to put up with it because the place is cheap as hell. But today they still only had one lane open but they weren't busy, so we were able to get in and out of there within twenty minutes.

Although, when we got out of the grocery store we smelled the pizza place next store and it smelled really, really good. So even though we had just gone grocery shopping we said fuck it and got a pizza as well.

We came home and ate dinner. After we were done eating we sat out on our porch for a while. Eventually neighbors started to poke their heads out as well. We had a good time talking to them.

We just got back inside so I thought I would knock my post out before going to take my bath. I have dry skin everywhere and it's driving me nuts. I think I'll attack the bottle of lotion when I get done taking my bath.

My Man

After a really great weekend it's always hard going back to work. Today it was even harder. Master and I had reconnected on more levels than just sex. It was really nice. It's not that we are out of touch with one another. It's just that there has been so much going on outside of our relationship that we really just needed to focus on that. And we did in between family visits and hanging out with friends.

I'm glad we did. I woke up and looked at Master as He continued sleeping. I just wanted to wrap my arm around His waist, cuddle up to His back, nuzzle the back of His neck and then drift back off to sleep. But unfortunately I couldn't.

So off to work I went.

I missed Him. Well, I always miss Him when I'm not home. But it was a bit more noticeable today because of the weekend and how wonderful it had been.

I had some errands to run when I got out of work so I did that before I came home. When I finally did get home I smiled as soon as I saw Him.

He had shaved off His goatee and mustache. He is very baby faced when He doesn't have facial hair. I think He always looks handsome. He doesn't really like being clean shaven. But He hadn't done it in a long time so He wanted to see what it looked like now that He's lost a little weight.

I told Him He looks hot. He just shook His head and smiled at me.

I think He always looks hot. I have since the first time I saw Him.

I'm so glad that I get five days off in a row next week. Extra time with my Man. I always look forward to that.

Hurts So Good

Well my sex drive is back. Yay! I have missed it.

We had fucked earlier in the day yesterday. Then as the night went on Master tossed me a piece of lingerie that I've had for a little while but have never worn. It's not my usual kind of lingerie. I love fishnet. Absolutely love it. Well, I had found this one piece of lingerie that is a dress that has attached garters and stockings. It's always easier when it's one piece.

However, it's not fishnet. It's sheer regular pantyhose material. Pantyhose and I don't really get along together. Hence why I like fishnets. No matter how hard I try I always seem to get a run in them in no time flat. Since it was made out of that material I was worried but He wanted to see me in it. So I went into the bathroom and put it on. Like I said I love one piece outfits. It's so much easier to put on.

So I put it on and met Master in the bedroom. He loved it. He made me turn around slowly. He then pulled me onto His lap for a moment before having me get on the bed itself.

He had left the light on. Normally when we fuck at night we leave them off. It's not like we don't want to see each other naked, it's just how it is. But He had the lamp on. I giggled and asked why. He said, "I want to watch Myself fucking you."

*purrs*

He played with me for a while. Pushing and pulling my pussy lips apart as He stared down at me. He was kneeling between my legs. After a while He had me scoot up. He ate me out and it was incredible. After I came He forced His cock into me.

He was quite rough with me, pinning me into the positions He wanted me in. He allowed me to cum over and over again.

At one point He had me laying on my back. He had one of my legs straight up resting on His shoulder. My other leg He pushed down so I was spread wide open while He bounced me off His cock. I knew He was watching. I also knew that I wanted to put a little more of a show on for Him.

I started rubbing my tits, running my hands over the lingerie. That felt really good for a while. I then pulled the lingerie aside, playing with my right tit. I was pulling on my nipple and moving the nipple piercing. I then pulled the lingerie over on the other side and did the same thing. As I continued to pull and squeeze my tits I felt Him pounding me harder. I couldn't help but arch my back and play with my tits more roughly. As I did so He bucked His hips and filled me with His cum.

We both laid on the bed, catching our breath. We decided to go back into the living room for a little while. I took the lingerie off so I wouldn't ruin it. So far so good.

We sat out in the living room watching TV for a little while. Then I started to crash. Master was still somewhat awake so He told me to go to bed and He'd be in shortly. I was passed out by the time He came to bed.

This morning before Master took His shower we were in the living room. Out of no where He ordered me to the bedroom. Once we were back there He asked me if I had a mood. I was feeling rather docile so I asked to be used. He flipped me onto my stomach and entered me. I was swollen and sore from yesterday but gods it felt amazing. He tucked His feet under my legs, forcing them widely apart. He pinned me down by placing His hands on my shoulders. It hurt. It hurt really, really good. Towards the end He moved one hand down to pin my hips as well as my upper body. I absolutely love it when He does that.

When we were done we just laid on the bed for a while. We didn't want to move. We just enjoyed the after sex bliss and laid next to one another. Eventually He got up to take His shower. While He was doing that I grabbed some toilet paper and wiped my pussy so I wouldn't leave too much of a snail trail on the couch. When I did so I noticed a light tinge of blood. I just smiled to myself.

I hope He hurts me again later with that thick cock of His.

Fun Fun Fun

Today Master and I just basically sat around killing time before we had to go down to His mother's.

Although we killed the time in a fun way. We fucked. It was amazing as always. After that I took a shower. We watched some TV on Netflix and then headed out.

As always it wasn't really about Master. It was about His mom. Everything that is wrong in her life... blah blah blah.

Master and my mother-in-law's husband went outside to grill and while they were out there she was telling me how she loves that her husband cooks... and then proceeded to tell me how he does everything wrong when he cooks. Whiskey Tango Foxtrot.

I swear every time I see her she's more bitchy and more woe is me than the last time.

We only stayed a couple of hours and then headed home.

Unfortunately on the way home my stomach started to let me know that it didn't like me. I just wanted to get home even though Master offered to pull over at a gas station. So He hurried home, dropped me off at the sidewalk and went to park the car.

Ugh.....

Not good.

I think it was the brat I ate and the fact that I had drank Coke. First, the brat was a beer brat. I didn't know that until after I ate it. I couldn't really taste it because the brat was burnt. I hate beer and beer hates me. Even if it's just something that was soaked in beer. Then I drank that Coke. I drink Mountain Dew. I used to drink Coke and switched to Mountain Dew when the Coke started tasting different. Well, apparently I can't drink Coke at all anymore.

I feel better now. But still.

The day started off wonderfully. Down time with my Master. A great fuck. A nice drive. Then it went down hill from there.

Oh well. I'm not going to let it ruin my night. After all I'm feeling a little better.