Cell Phone Theme - Nerd Alert

I try to have a "theme" for my cell phone. It's just a regular cell phone that is touch screen and has a keyboard. But I like to customize the wallpapers and the ringtones so they all match up to a theme. I've had Doctor Who on there for quite some time and while I'm still a big fan I wanted to change it. I had been trying to figure out to what though. I was talking to Master about it. He is constantly changing the desktop and screen saver on our computer. He told me that He just basically picks something that He is a big fan of and goes from there. So I'm sitting there and trying to figure it out since I want it all to match and when you add sounds to the mix it makes it a little more difficult.

Then it dawned on me! Hellraiser.

I'm a huge Hellraiser fan. I have been since I was a teenager. So I started searching online. I refuse to pay for ringtones and wallpapers when I get send them to my phone for free.

Lo and behold I stumbled upon the ringtones I wanted. There are plenty of lines from the movies. You know, Pinhead saying lines from the movies and all that. But I don't want lines from a movie. The down side is that with Hellraiser there aren't a lot of songs that immediately make you remember the movie.

But I found a way around that. I found the song that plays with the Cenobites begin to appear. The song that plays when the lights start to show behind the walls, that kind of thing. I then also found the toymaker song. Rock on. So I set the "cenobites" music as my text message alert and the toymaker song I set as my regular ringtone.

I then started hunting down cell phone wallpapers. The down side is that there aren't a lot of really good ones. I found one of the box that was pretty cool so I set that as my unlock screen. I found a few other pictures I liked that I sent to my phone but I want to find some better ones. I just tossed them on there because I wanted the entire theme changed right now. I get impatient about things like that. Now that that's out of the way I can take my time and find some better ones.

Tap That Ass

Last night while Master was eating me out He fingered my ass and I was able to relax immediately. There was no real discomfort. Master commented on that afterward because we are still in the anal training stage. I didn't feel pressured or anything along those lines. It was more of a "Ya know what? You're right."

I was thinking about last night while I was at work. I tend to do that sometimes. If we have really great sex the night before I tend to think about it the next day at work at some point. Well, as a result I was thinking about the sex last night and that comment/realization entered my head. So while I was messaging with Master in the afternoon I bought up the fact that I would like to try having anal sex again. I asked Him if He was game. (Stupid question.) And He said definitely. (Exactly what I was expecting His answer to be.)

On the way home I didn't get nervous about it. Sometimes after I mention it earlier in the day I'll start over thinking it. What if it hurts? What if I can't relax? Which of course leads to my body wanting to fight it even more even if my mind wants me to be stubborn and proceed. Not this time. So far so good.

When I got home from work we ate dinner and relaxed for a little while. When I went into the bathroom to brush my hair real quick Master followed me in there and not so subtly hinted at the fact that He wanted to go fool around soon. Not right that minute, but soon. As in within the hour. He doesn't tell me a time frame or anything. I just can normally tell based on the words He is using, the tone of His voice and the look in His eyes.

I responded by giggling and rubbing His cock through His jeans a little bit while smirking.

About a 30 to 40 minutes went by (how did I know?) and He was ordering me to the bedroom. I got in there first and laid down. When He came in He asked if I still wanted my ass played with. I sounded a little nervous when I said yes, I'm sure of it. Why did He ask? I mean He is the Master after all. Well, He had to turn the light on and make sure we knew where the lube is. He leaves the light on in the bedroom if we're having anal sex.

He ate me out for a little while but I didn't get off from it simply because I didn't want to have a really strong orgasm and then be ultra sensitive. I don't know why but when it's a clit stimulated orgasm it's a lot more likely to make me extremely sensitive really fast. That would be counter productive. I sucked His cock for a while and then He had me get on all fours and fucked my pussy until I came a few times. After that He pulled out and grabbed the lube.

I had placed a vibrator on the headboard. This way I could use it on my clit to try and get me to relax if I needed to. So He lubed us both up and started pushing His thick cock up my ass. I did have to ask Him to pull out one time to put more lube on. After that, once He was inside me again I asked Him to stop for a moment. I grabbed more lube and reached back putting more on the underside of His cock. He then started to slowly fuck my ass. I  grabbed my vibrator and used it on my clit until I came and I came hard. It was like a shot had gone off. That's how fast and intense it was. After that one orgasm I dropped the vibrator. I was more than relaxed. I was actually greatly enjoying the ass fucking.

Eventually He had me bow down so that my ass was in the air and my head was on the mattress. I had three anal stimulation only orgasms. I am very thankful that Master allows me to get off when I want to during anal sex. Normally I have to wait until He tells me I can or orders me to cum. During anal He just lets me cum when I want to/need to. Why? Well first off they are a really new experience to me. It only happened once before and this time three? Wow. Secondly I can't really control them. They are very sudden and when it hits it's out of no where.

Lately during anal within 10 minutes I'm begging Him to cum because I just can't take it anymore but not this time. He fucked my ass slowly and enjoyed the view. He talked dirty to me and I just simply melted into sub space.

He did slip out a couple of times. Apparently I moved when I didn't even realize I had and that on top of a lot of lube caused Him to slip out. Now, up until today if He slipped out that was pretty much it. My ass would iris shut and there was no way it was relaxing again. Today He was able to slide right in like a hot knife through butter. It was amazing. And each time it happened He praised me even more.

He had me lay on my stomach and pinned me down. After a little while I will fully admit that I started to feel overwhelmed and started begging for His cum. He said no and that now that He had what He wanted He was going to take full advantage of it. That turned me on more to be perfectly honest.

When it did feel like He was getting close to cumming I started to beg again. "Please Master I need Your cum in my ass." I know that it really turns Him on when I beg like that. We both enjoy dirty talk after all. He moved one leg up, pressed down on my shoulder with one hand and my hip with the other and pumped His cum into me.

He cleaned Himself up afterward and when He was done I was still laying on the bed. There was no "mess" aside from the lube and I was still on my stomach. He laid down next to me and called me His butt slut. *giggles*

He has told me repeatedly, after I got cleaned up, that He is very, very proud of me for not only taking it like a good girl and taking it for as long as I did but for also cumming from it. He is thrilled that I am getting off from it as He knows that will only make me want to do it more frequently and the added sensation it gives Him. Not to mention the satisfaction of forcing me to have an orgasm. *laughs*

So, my ass is a little tender but I love the lube we are using now. It lasts a long, long time and isn't sticky. It's more comfortable. That's really the best way I can describe it.

Now? Now I'm out of it and just very relaxed and pleased. He told me at one point that one of the reasons He loves anal so much is because to Him it is the ultimate form of ownership.

As He oh so delicately put it, "If I'm in your ass, I own your ass."

*smirks*

Shocker

Anyone remember how not all that long ago we had those neighbors that just would not stop complaining to our landlord due to a verbal altercation Master and their middle aged son got into? Yes? No? Maybe?

Well I did quite a few posts about it while it was happening in order to vent a bit. Long story short, they had a verbal argument that got a little heated. We thought that was the end of it and next thing we know they are sending two letters a week to the landlord complaining about us. At the end of it the landlord offered to hold a meeting with them so we could clear the air. Four days before the meeting was supposed to happen the neighbors called the landlord and cancelled the meeting. From that point forward we hadn't heard a peep out of the upstairs neighbors.

No big deal. We went about business as usual and just stayed out of their way. Well tonight Master came in from taking out the dog and the first words out of His mouth were, "Babe, are we living in a different reality?"

Um. What?

So He told me that He ran into the upstairs neighbor (the one He got into a verbal argument with) on the way back in. My first thought was oh shit! But apparently it went the completely opposite direction than either of us would have ever thought it would go. It was only a matter of time after all.

Anyway, Master was walking our dog back inside and as He was coming up the main sidewalk the upstairs neighbor stopped Him. He actually apologized to Master about everything and told Him that he hopes there were no hard feelings. Master said that He apologized also (meaning about the argument) and that He understands that it was a bad day for everyone involved. The guy offered a handshake and Master shook his hand. Then the guy looked at our dog, who he had originally complained about, and called him a good dog.

That was it. They both said to have a good night and parted ways. As Master is telling me all of this I'm sure I had a look of shock on my face. I just can't believe it. I also have no fucking clue what prompted it. After all, the complaints stopped after the meeting was cancelled and that was a few months ago. So we had figured that they would just ignore us like we were ignoring them and life would continue that way.

But now that the guy took the time to actually talk to Master and apologize unprompted, I told Master that we should start being a little nicer. I've seen this guy in the parking lot before as I'm getting out of my car or something like that and I've just not said anything or even really looked at him.

There is a bit of a language barrier and I'm not sure what their native language is but you can tell that they come from a very proud heritage just by the way that they carry themselves. So for someone like that to just apologize out of nowhere blew me away.

So I think the next time I see him I'll just nicely say hi and wave. And I don't mean sarcastically. I just want to be nice. I am a royal bitch sometimes and I pride myself on that but when I'm dealing with people I have to live around I try to be nice because I don't want to have problems and we all have to live here so why cause drama, ya know?

I'm both shocked and relieved that this happened. I honestly hadn't thought about it much since the meeting was cancelled but this brought it to the forefront of my mind and I'm just happy that it's over.

Late Night

This past weekend flew by. The wedding took up most of Friday evening and 98% of Saturday. Then yesterday was Master's nephew's first birthday so we went to his birthday party.

We had a really good time and it was a lot of fun. When I say that the wedding flew by I'm not saying that we wasted it or anything it just felt like we didn't really have time to breathe. So last night when Master and I got home and everything was settled for the night I thought I would be exhausted. I thought He would have been too. But I was wrong on both counts. We were both wide awake.

Master normally has me go to bed on a Sunday by midnight at the latest. But because we didn't have a lot of down time or alone time He actually allowed me to stay up until 2:30am! And not only that, He fucked me and it was absolutely amazing! I had asked to be used so I wasn't allowed to cum but sometimes that makes it even more hot.

As soon as He was done cuddling with me afterward He smacked me on the ass gently and told me I had to go to sleep. And I passed the hell out.

Today I was tired, yes but it was so worth it. After work I stopped at home to pick up Master so we could run some errands together. We decided to just grab some drive-thru on the way home. We were both hungry and just wanted to be able to relax as soon as we walked in the door. And that's exactly what we did.

Now I have to take the mutt out and take my bath. After that I can just chill the rest of the night, well as long as I can keep my eyes out.

Their Big Day

Yesterday was the big day. The entire wedding party was supposed to be there by 2pm. Master and I got there maybe five minutes early. About 15 minutes later the groom showed up. I couldn't go sit in the ceremony room so I sat in a small waiting area just outside the men's changing room. Master came out and sat by me for a little while after He changed into His tux. Then everything got crazy as hell. It was like everything started happening at one time and no one knew what to do first. After Master was told that He was good to go we stepped outside for a minute to get out of everyone's way and take a deep breath. I took some pictures of Him in His tux and He took some pictures of me in my outfit. He told me several times that I looked sexy as hell. I was so happy that He was pleased.

Although I will say I hate regular pantyhose. They are uncomfortable. Give me thigh highs or crotchless pantyhose any day!

Finally I could go sit in the ceremony room. I found a seat right in the front row and actually it was a seat directly in line where I knew Master would be standing so that made me happy as well. The ceremony started and Master and I smiled at one another once He was in place.

Master and I are not christian. You all know that by now I'm sure. But holy hell I don't think they could have crammed any more prayers into it. I'm not exaggerating when I say they had four different sets of vows. I was confused when they didn't pull out the rings on the first one. But there was a candle ceremony thing, and then vows from the officiant, then their own vows and then finally the actual vows where they said "I will." I found it a little odd that they didn't say "I do" but hey.. what do I know about religious weddings. Nothing at all.

After the ceremony it was time for the bridal party pictures and so the guests had a cocktail hour. Literally every person I knew there was in the bridal party so I just kind of walked around a little bit and no one there would even really look at me let alone talk to me so I just plopped my ass down on the stairs and stayed there for the entire time. Towards the end the bridal party came in (minus the bride and groom). Master saw me and pulled me outside again for the breather.

And then it was time for the reception. They all sat at the head table. They had made little ornament looking things with names attached to them so everyone knew which table to sit at. I was at the table literally right in front of the head table. That made me smile.

After dinner they cut the cake and then had their first dance. After a little while the bridal party was asked to dance as well, with the people that they were assigned to for the walk down the aisle. So Master danced with that girl for a while. I think she was as uncomfortable as He was. She's a lesbian and you could tell she was like, "I have to dance with a man?!"

And then of course it got a little goofy. Master started dancing with the groom and when the other best man cut in to dance with the groom Master danced with the bride. I didn't get a dance with Him at all but I know He hates dancing anyway so the fact that He was forced to in the first place was enough for Him.

Master got some pictures of the groom and I together. He's my friend too and I've known him for almost 10 years. Then the groom took some pictures of Master and I together. The professional wedding photographer also took some pictures of us together. Why? I have no idea.

But you know what I was most excited about? We got a new picture of us together! We haven't had a good picture of us since about 2009. That's a long time. So I was more than pleased about having a new picture with Master as was He.

We did cut out after two hours though but before we went I wanted to see their wedding rings so as soon as I got a hug out of each of them I asked. Their rings don't match. They are beautiful rings but they are completely different. Does that happen a lot? Our rings match.

The four of us (Master, myself, the bride and the groom) promised each other that after the holiday rush we would have to start seeing each other more often. In fact they both apologized to us for being invisible for the past year or so. That blew me away. The bride has actually really warmed up to us.

So, it looks like we're going to be seeing more of them after December. Which is a good thing. We don't have a lot of friends and Master has been friends with the groom for almost 25 years. It'll be good for him to come back to the table ya know?

Itinerary

I have absolutely no idea what time we'll be home tonight so I thought I would do a post now. If Master wants me to do another post when we get home, of course I'll do it. But I thought I might as well take this precaution. I was hoping to get some more sleep since Master and I didn't go to bed until damn near 3am but after I took the dog out I was wide awake. I tried to go back to bed but nope. And I didn't want to toss and turn and disturb Master. So here I am.

We sat up last night talking. I still can't wrap my head around all this more "traditional" wedding thing. So we talked about that for a while. And then this morning when I decided I wasn't able to fall asleep I came out here to check my e-mail and decided to re-read the e-mail the bride sent out about a week ago with the itinerary. It all seems so involved and crammed together.  There is going to be no breathing room for the bride and groom with the way they have everything stacked.

So, we'll have access to the place at 2pm. Master has to be there by that time so of course that means I do. We don't live close enough where I could drop Him off and then come back in about a hour and a half. It's about a half hour drive so that's just a waste of gas.

I'll be getting ready before we leave. However, Master will be dressed normal and be bringing the tux with Him. He has to change out of the tux before we leave for home as the place that the tuxes were rented from will be taking them from there. At least we don't have to worry about dropping it off. All the men in the bridal party and the groom will be in one room getting ready. And all the women in the bridal party and the bride will be in a different room getting ready. So I'll be in the room the ceremony is taking place in until it's time for the ceremony to actually start.

Apparently all that is going to take about an hour because the bride and groom's professional photo shoot will be at 3pm. The ceremony is then at 3:30pm. After the ceremony the bridal party will be doing their professional photo shoot and while that is going on there will be a "cocktail hour" for the guests.

Once the cocktail hour is over the "receiving line" for the dinner will start at 5:30pm so that everyone is seated by 6pm for dinner.

I have no idea how long the dinner/reception is going to go on for. This is exactly the reason why I am doing a post now.

It's not like Master and I can leave a hour into it as He is the best man. I don't think Master will want to stay too late though since we do have a half hour drive home.

Master did tell me that once He's all ready, while the groom and bride have their pictures done, He'll come sit by me for a little while before the ceremony. He also told me that if it's at all possible He wants me in the front row so I am in His direct line of sight. It's a huge fucking room and there is stadium seating so I don't think that'll be a problem especially since I'll be sitting there for a hour and a half prior to the ceremony itself.

Also, I'm made sure that I painted my nails in Master's favorite color. Purple. I wanna look good. Not for anyone else. The only one I ever want to look good for is my Husband. And I enjoy the fact that He is proud that I am on His arm. So I'm going to do my best to look good for Him today. I've got my nails painted His favorite color, fingers and toes, and I've already got my make-up on even though we won't be leaving for another three hours. 

Rehearsal

Last night after I got home from work Master and I had to go pick up the tux He'll be wearing for BC's wedding on Saturday. He had to try it on to make sure everything was okay. He was grumbling the whole time. He hates tuxes. He wore a really nice suit for our wedding and it looks great on Him. And hey, we got to keep it rather than just renting it for a day.

Tonight we had to go to the wedding rehearsal. Now, these things don't really make a lot of sense to me. But then again we had a simple court house wedding. There was nothing to rehearse. Master and I are very laid back people and a court house wedding was perfect for us.

But anyway, like I said we had to go to the rehearsal. We got down there by 6pm and we actually got there before the bride and groom. They were late to their own rehearsal. Whatever. So I sit on the sidelines and Master goes through all the best man stuff. He was told where He has to stand, and how He's walking in, how to walk out, who He's walking with... etc and so on.

It took a while. It wasn't very organized at all. It was basically a lot of going over things more than once because they couldn't decide if they wanted it done one way or the other. Ugh.

While I was sitting there I talked to the groom's parents. I will know a total of six people at this wedding. Master, the groom, the bride, the groom's parents and the groom's sister. And really the bride and the groom's family members are more acquaintances. So, really I'll only know Master and the groom. And since Master is the best man I won't really be seeing Him/talking to Him until after the reception dinner. We have to get there by 2:30pm and the wedding isn't until 3:30pm. So I'll basically be sitting down somewhere in the room where the ceremony is and then when the dinner part comes I'll be sitting at a table with a bunch of people I don't know at all and finally when the dinner is done I'll be able to be near my Master again.

I know this all sounds codependent but it's not like I can't survive without Him there it's just very, very odd to be with Him somewhere and not be able to be near Him. It's uncomfortable for me. Especially since I'm not a very social person. And it's not one sided. Master feels the same way. He told me that He hopes the dinner goes quickly so He can come be by me.

We are one of those odd couples that love being near one another and enjoy just hanging out with each other.

Finally the rehearsal was done and it seemed like everyone knew what the fuck they are supposed to be doing so hopefully it'll go smoothly tomorrow.

Oh, and today? Today I had to buy pantyhose. *shudders* With the dress I'm wearing it's too short to be able to just pull off thigh highs. But I bought black pantyhose! There is no way in hell I'd wear "nude" pantyhose.

So I'll be in a black sleeveless dress, black pantyhose and black heels. I'll be the lady in black. I use the term lady very loosely. But hey, I was decked out in all black for our wedding so why the hell not. (Although I didn't wear pantyhose.)